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Feb 13, 2012
 Misty:
by: Darlene Barriere - Webmaster

You're not the one who bears the shame or guilt. None of what happened was your fault. Your abusers are the ones to blame. The next time you look at your children, really look at them. Remind your Self of their ages. Then realize that you were their age at one time as well. Remind your Self that you would NEVER blame your children if something happened to them. Remind your Self that you would NEVER place the guilt on them if someone hurt them. THEN remind your Self that when all this was happening to you, you your Self were a young child, same as your children. You can hold your head up high because you survived the horrors, Misty. And yes, you have every right to your own body, and to decide who does and doesn't touch it. But that right was taken away from you when you were a little girl. You can now take back your power in the knowledge that you have nothing to be ashamed about. Always remember that. Thank you for sharing more of your story with my visitors and me. And again, I send you love, light and healing energy.

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Darlene Barriere
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Feb 14, 2012
 how i feel
by: misty

Thank you Darlene for the kinds words you do encourage me a lot and you are right if something like this happens to my children than I would make sure they knew it was not their fault but I’m still so angry with my self because like you said pedophiles don't stop until they are made to stop I had some many people sexual abused me and no one got punished so what happens if they hurt more children because I did not tell on them that would be my fault one of the sex offenders that sexual abused me the family known him since I was 5 the first he raped me I was 10 and no one knew about him and my uncle died about year ago I went to his awakening and there was the sex offender and I had my children there I kept telling them to stay next me and do not leave my side and I gave him the dirtiest look ever he kept looking at me I wanted to confront him about what he did to me and why but I was too scared to talk to him and confront him so when I left that day I told myself at the funeral I will confront him about what he did to me I was looking for him he was not there and I was so angry about that my aunt knows where he lives I want to ask her about his address go to his house confront him because these guys ruined me I can't sleep having nightmares every night and I’m angry about everything I just want a normal life I read one post on here how husband was concerned about his wife I wish I had that when I started to deal with this mine took off for another female at this point I feel like I’m all alone dealing with this and no one understands my pain and the hurt I feel and sometimes I wished that I had taken my life when I had the chance I don't think I can take any more hurt in this world rejection or the abandonment sometimes I feel this is too much to deal with and wonder if my children would be better off with out me I have done everything for them made sure they have nice clothes toys the love and they are in activities I try so to keep them protected from any harm I want them to have a different life than me I just want the pain to go away I’m not sure how to make it go away I won't do anything because I love my children to much they are so much a mommy kids and they hate when I leave with the military I just want to be happy for once no guy ever is going to want me I have three children and I’m picky who I’m going to be with I think that I’m not that good looking either even though I have a lot of guys stare at my butt at work but they only one thing for once I would like someone to like me and not just for sex my counselor wants me to get on medication so I’m see a psychiatrist and I’m very nervous because it's male and I’m not sure what I’m suppose to tell him or not to tell him it would be hard to tell a male anything about my life I’m probably sound stupid when I write this and ignorant but I had to get my feelings out because I feel so lost and don’t know where to turn but thank you for listening.

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