Child Abuse Story From John W

by John W
(California, USA)

We were young, I had just started puberty I was 12. T, my close friend hadn't. We would spend the days playing in the street or the grass, running around in our shorts tops off. Most of the summer we would spend half nude in the sun. I would stay the night at T's house, we would stay up all night playing video games or talking about dreams.

Sometimes T's dad would come in the room to tell us to be quiet. Little did I know that he was scoping us out. The summer continued on, staying the night, showering, dinner with the family. It all was very comfortable. T and I had seen each other naked before, he was inquisitive of my uncircumcised penis, but it never went farther than that. T was just a kid like I was. But little did I know, his dad wanted to know much more about it.

We were sleeping, both on the ground, because that was the cool thing to do. It was very hot and the air conditioning was never on. We were both topless, sleeping in our underwear. His dad came in to "check" on us. He came over and shut the video games off, this change made me wake up. I glanced over and he started walking towards me, I didn't think anything of it. He started to rub my chest, touching my nipples and then he sat down next to me. T was sound asleep, and had no idea what was going on. His dad started to run his hands down my stomach and to my underwear. His large fingers caressed my boxers rubbing against my testicles. He opened the flap of my boxers, all while I pretended to be asleep. My genitals had some pubic hair. He examined my penis and made interesting statements "This little boy is uncut. His foreskin makes him look so young". I don't know who he was talking to. After some more fondling he got up and left. He didn't know I was awake.

I didn't think much of it, nothing seemed to be wrong. I continued to spend the night and these "visits" happened more often. One night, he came in and woke me up and took me to the den. We had a good relationship and would talk often, but never about what happened during his visits.

The lamps were on, it was somewhat dark. I was in my swimming trunks from earlier in the day. He had a camera set up, he told me J, you're growing up very nicely, you have a nice body. I was confused by what he was saying but I was very aroused. He touched my body all over and said that young boys should become men. He told me to pull down my shorts and expose myself to him. He gazed at my body. I started to get an erection and he made a statement about what I should call my penis. He stopped the camera and showed me some videos of gay sex. He said it was okay and that men can like other men. After watching some videos he was stroking my penis. He commented that how most boys don't have a foreskin, he wanted to know more on how I had kept it. I wasn't sure, so I said I guess I'm lucky. He proceeded to get undressed. He showed me his penis and tried explaining circumcision and his scar. He turned the camera back on...(sexually graphic content removed). He told me that I need to learn more. For some reason, I wasn't afraid, he made me feel very comfortable.

T and I continued to play, he was unaware of what was going on. His mom was never around so it was just the three of us. My sexual relationship with his dad continued to grow. He would continue to record me stripping and he would spend ample amounts of time examining my foreskin. He would offer to perform oral sex on me and I would get to ride the dirt bike or other cool toys. (sexually graphic content removed).

A few years past, and I hadn't told anybody about our experiences. I still remained friends with T. We would still spend the nights together, though the visits from his dad dwindled. When I was 15 his dad invited me over, it was just me and him. He told me to spend the night, I told my parents that T wanted me to stay over, and they didn't mind. His dad told me to get naked, I did, then he stripped too. He had the camera and told me to show off, turning around and displaying my prized parts. He then said that he wanted me to help him. I didn't know what he wanted (sexually graphic content removed)...I screamed in pain. He washed me afterwards and said it would be okay. A few other times through the night he proceeded to perform sexual acts on me to make me feel better, he would perform oral sex and masturbation.

After this incident I told everybody I could what happened. I knew where the videos he made were. So when the police arrested him I showed them where they were. He's now in prison for ninteen 35 year sentances. I recieved counseling and assistance. This no longer haunts me, and I ensure that my children aren't exposed to the same thing.

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