Relationship Violence Story From Ambryn

by Ambryn
(Location Undisclosed)

D-- has been beating me for years and years. We live together but we aren't married. My family does'nt want anything to do with me. I don't have a phone, he works from home most of the time and we don't have wifi, I'm writting this from work which is a two hour drive from anywhere. We live miles and miles away from anyone else and most of the time I can barely walk from the house to the car. i don't have a licence, a car or any money at all. Besides, i can't supposrt three kids as well as myself. I came into his study yeasterday to talk to D-- and he got really pissed off.

"D--, sweetie?" He set down his pen with a click as if trying to control his anger.

"What. is it Ambryn? I'm working b***h! Can't you see that?" I stepped into the room a little more. I asked him for a thirty so our daughter could order what she needed to perform in a choir concert. He said no, so I sheepishly tried to beg him. He stood up and walked over to me, slapping my face hard, and told me to shut the f*** up. "How many f***ing times do I have to tell you to not come into my office unless it's completely important?" He shoved me into the wall and kicked my head, and that's when the beating began. And then he took off his belt and whipped me with it for what seemed like forever. I didn't stop screaming and begging him to stop even after all the times I was warned.

I don't know how to leave. Nowhere to go. No way to go anywhere. No money. No licence. No health. No phone or home internet. No friends or family.

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May 09, 2013
by: Darlene Barriere - Webmaster

You DO have access to the Internet, since you were able to write your story here on this site. Use it again to connect with people who can help you. You didn't say where you live, but if you're in the USA, contact the National Domestic Violence Hotline at 1-800-799-SAFE (7233). I've given you the number, but even if you don't have access to a phone, you can connect with them online. They have advocates available 24 hours a day, 7 days a week who can provide crisis intervention, escape planning, information and referrals to victims. Visit their website by copying & pasting the following URL into your browser: Before you connect with them online, create a secret/private email account through Google or Yahoo or some other server so they can contact you privately.

Stay safe. Thank you for sharing your story with my visitors and me. I send you and your children love, light and healing energy.

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May 09, 2013
Seriously, get out of that house!
by: Anonymous

Please try to get out of that house ASAP, Ambryn; you've suffered enough. That coward of a man is a violent thug and he needs to go jail, so TELL, TELL, TELL!!! Oh, and keep telling until someone finally listens to you and starts helping you!

May 29, 2013
Get out Now!
by: Kevin F

Get out of that house now, Ambryn. If not for your own sake then for the sake of your daughter and any other children you have. Their lives are being damaged by every day you stay there!
Go to your neighbours, call the Police, call the Violence Hotline.
You don't seem to have the will left to do it for yourself, but please do it for your daughter!

Nov 07, 2013
by: Anonymous

he is NOOOOOOOOOOOT allowed to do that to you, and if u want him to stop then ask someone to use their phone and call the police cuz right now u dont seem to even care that he is doing this to you

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