Disgusting Childhood Nightmare

by Catherine
(US)

I was sexually abused by my dad when I was 11 all the way until I was 15. He used to come into my bedroom at night to put my dirty underwear on and he used to touch me in inappropriate ways. He used to make me take my clothes off in front of him. He took videos of me when I was naked. He told me not to tell anyone because it was a secret. I cried myself to sleep when he touched me inappropriately and came into my room for my underwear. It made me want to kill him. Because of him now I suffer with Major Depression, Anxiety, and I've self harmed and Almost killed myself. It disgusts me to have him for a father. I wish I would die to end this whole nightmare.