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Jul 01, 2010
William:
by: Darlene Barriere - Webmaster

Thank you for sharing your story with my visitors and me, and I wish you all the best in dealing with the repercussions of coming from such terrible child abuse.

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Jul 01, 2010
suffering in silence .
by: jennie

william i am so sorry that you have been treated so very unkindly and thos , meaning all of us do know how and what you are feeling, trust me we know. and our hearts go out to you.

Jul 02, 2010
Even animals would never treat their young so sadistically
by: Anonymous

William, what your abusers did to you was really pathetic and ungrateful. They are really twisted, sick and sadistic in their own ways of thinking...not to mention control freaks with uneducated minds. They did not deserve to have such a beautiful, wonderful child like you; but most of all, you certainly didn't deserve to have such uncaring, uneducated, unloving, ignorant, sick, twisted, warped, cruel, malicious, brutal, animalistic, ruthless, sadistic parents...let alone stepdads. As for your so-called mother, I am just as disgusted by her reactions towards you getting abused. I really hate women who choose men over their own children because all children should always come first. You might want to get therapy and counselling because you are worth the help that you deserve. My heart goes out to you.

Jul 06, 2010
It's Gonna Be all Right
by: John

I'm so sorry your childhood was so rough. Please continue to confront these feelings and get some professional help, you will be all right. My father was abusive as well and I am still working to overcome it. So understand you are not alone and everything is gonna be all right.

Jul 06, 2010
William
by: Daisy

Hello William,
I read your story and I just wish I could hug you and take all the pain away, Its not fair, you were a little boy and could not protect yourself and were at the mercy of these devil type people. I dont know if you beleive in God, but these people will pay for what they have done to you. I cant blame you for hating I cant blame you for being angry to the point of near explosion, but being this angry and hateful shuts down the heart and NEVER allows you to feel any happiness at all, so they are still winning, you are still in that very dark place they shut you up in. Maybe you want to shut your heart down so you never feel anything again, but all you do is feel pain. I cant tell you what to do, just know you have friends here to talk to and try and find something small to feel good about, the only thing that got me to feel a little was watching my dog run about, he was so happy that it made me happy to watch him.. it started to drag me out of the deep ugly dark pit I was thrown into..... William I am so sorry... wish you could feel the hug I feel for you right now..

Jul 06, 2010
I Believe In Something Alright
by: William

Well two things, Natural Selection and Survival of the Fittest. In the past 5 years four of them kicked the bucket.

I love my Country but the fact is that it's taken a walk off a cliff. Back in the 1920s things like this wouldn't happen. An abusive parent would have been hosed down in bullets.

May 04, 2011
the anger
by: Anonymous

Hi, I feel your anger.I totally do...trust me I do! After what my folks did to me, there was one period when I was begging, literally begging for my father to die. Its kind of funny...but the word father in Greek is "pateras" (as pa-terrace), and "teras" in my language means "monster"! My best friend came up with this definition...I found it spot on! You are right to be angry but the only thing I can tell you (which wont be easy) is this: you're 28 years old, still quite young and if you dont find a way to let go of this anger in a "suitable" way (as in not turning it inwards and attempt suicide or outwards and kill them), you might black out one day, do something nasty and not even remember it. Anger gives us strength and has us feel "never again" but in the long run it does so much damage its unblelivable...My best friend mentioned above, lost it like so one night and attacked her mom with a knife. They both survived it but the mother pressed charges and she was put in prison. In my country when you have mental health issues (as in you are on therapy because of the abuse your parents inflicted on you) and you get medication, if you do something its like a red flag. Your life is destroyed, you get all sorts of records and buy-buy job prospects! After that she found it very hard to get a job, a morgage etc...even though the country is supposed to keep those records private...once you do time...and you've taken meds...its over man! So please for your own good, since you've done SO much work, keep on going to your therapist and try and let out this anger by doing something safe. I'd hate it if you ended up without any prospects due to what happened to you by people who were not part of the human race!!! Dogs treat their kids better!!! Hope I didnt offend you by saying those things.

Sep 12, 2011
The More I Research...
by: William

The more issues I find that relate to me, and the more angry I get.

Being diagnosed with PTSD, Major Depression, Love-Shyness, Social Anxiety Disorder, and Brain Damage makes wonder why I'm still alive.

Alot of people say Monsters are born, I say that's total BS. Society just wants to put the blame someplace else. Society doesn't want to own up to their mistakes of being the reason why Monsters exist.

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