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Dec 07, 2010
Kelly:
by: Darlene Barriere - Webmaster

You say you're 41 years old. That means you can make your own choices. You're not a child any longer. You now have the power to make your own decisions. If you (or other visitors from England) ARE a child still being forced to live with your abuser, then contact ChildLine on 0800 1111. You can visit their website by copying & pasting the following URL into your browser: http://www.donthideit.com

Thank you for sharing your story with my visitors and me.

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Dec 08, 2010
When I was a child I thought as a child:
by: maurice

Get my message to you Kelly T: That beast of a man controlled you as a child/teenager: Out of the total fear he put in you to do as he said: you had no control: He abused you and used you to do things that were unnatural for anyone to ask a child to take part in: He was a beast: He was a sicko: He was acontrol freak especially if he had control over your Mother by tieing her up and doing those animalistic things to: Forcing you to be part of his sick mind: None of that was your fault: I am not to blame: Damn it all Kelly T you are a grown woman of 41 get the message: You can and must get away from that house: Start living your own life: If your waitong for them to die so you can start living your life you'll have wasted many years: Go for counselling: get help: change your attitude and your daily routine of living: Start having a life for yourself: I WILL: I CAN: I MUST: let this become your motto: Why because and say it aloud to yourself I AM WORTH IT: You must break the circle of negative thinking about all that he put you through: Take control of your life and your destiny: My motto is I WILL: I CAN: Etc...Etc

Dec 14, 2010
reply to above from kelly t
by: Anonymous

hi,
thanks for the replys,to be honest i have found a way to switch off,yes it can be done.
i do not tell my mother whAT he did to me because it would finish her off.she would be more depressed than she already is.
i think she would even blame herself for letting the mosnter get away with it.dont forget shes told me many stories about what he did to her.
my friend knows about him and he insisted i tell the police.what evidence have i?....none.am i protecting my mother.i think so.i dont want her to know,and i cant even tell her,ive tried,she actually asked me once if he abused me.i said no.i just couldnt get it out.
my friend said hes pure evil.
my stepfather keeps winding me up and im scared one day im going to kill him.i really mean it.hes very unwell at moment and could die soon,even my mum says it would be such a releif when he goes.sound evil i know.but its not just what he did to us in the past.he keeps making my mums life miserable,constantly moaning and critising every single thing we do.
he denies eveverthing he ever said or did.what would he say if i told him and confronted him about the child abuse.he would simply deny it and say im making it up.i know him.he denys somethnig he did 5 mins ago.he truly is mentaly sick.

Dec 14, 2010
Dont give up
by: Leslie Leiva

I think you should get your own little place live there in peace by yourself get some councelling n when you're ready tell your mom or write it.....and to make yourself feel better you should let him know you hate him, dont be scared your an addult he's old you got the power now. Dont give up you have a lot more in your life. im 16years old i was abused by my father he ran away so he's not in jail but i wish i could let him know how much i hate him. but lets not give up lets fight for this we are not the only ones, we can stop other children from going throught what we went through dont give up...=[

Dec 15, 2010
Get Help: NOW: Get your life together: Become strong:
by: maurice

HIYA Kelly T: One can find a way to switch at the surfice level but never forget that the effects of that beast's abuse is resting within: There they will stay UNLESS and UNTIL you get real help: Counselling witll sure put you on the right road to being a winner over that beast: Your Mother is no idiot, she knows what he did and may be still doing: So don't under-estimate her Kelly T. Yes, I do value your true feelings for her: You know where she's at mentally so you don't want to upset her: So a better and good reason for you to get your own life in order: You deserve a life and the best so take charge NOW Today: Kelly T all who sent comments care alot about YOU and your welbeing: Darlene especially has given you encoureing, loving words to work on: I WILL: I CAN: I MUST: because I am WORTH it: read my above comment too:

Dec 15, 2010
kelly t
by: Anonymous

hi,
thank you very much for your comment.its really great to know other people are reading my story,and others.
a few of my girlfriends from the past all know what he did,and my best mate who i dont see no more.
he insisted i or he tell my mum or the police.this was about 10 years ago.to be honest even then they woulod not have done nothong(the police)
i know these days they take chile abuse more serious.but this is historical child abuse.this happened i the 70,s and 80,s.
what could the police possibly do now?
what if they arrested him and took him away and he will no doubt deny whay he did.wheres the evidence?
there isnt none.
what if they release him,and he came back.
when i say he is evil i mean it.he would make our lives hell.
it may sound like im scared,or a coward.maybe i am.
i just cant go to the police.or tell my mum,even though im an adult.
its so hard.
i just want him to die.
he knows i dont like him deeps down,and to be honest he really thinks hes a nice man and has never done anythnig wrong to us.
he has so little conscience its unbelievable.how can a man just go around as if nothing ever happened.
pure evil he is.
im afraid its not that simplejust go to the police.its very hard.and if nothing is proven then what?am i protecting my mum?some will say i should do her a favour and let her know what a monster he is.but she already knows what he is,apart from what he did to me she dont know.
he has raped her,beat her in the past.what can you do.what would u do to get rid of a man like this.without hurting your mum even more.it aint easy is it?

Dec 15, 2010
kelly t
by: Anonymous

thanks for all the replys guys.
to add more info to this story.did i mention this man had 5 kids??
and guess what one of the boys is a drug addict.hmm i wonder why that is.all i know is when i was a teenager his son came to ours asking to stay,and wanted money too.obviously to buy drugs i guess?
thats what my stepfather said anyway.dont forget hes a big fat liar and makes up loads of crap all the time.so whats true and what isnt we will never know.
also he has a daughter and apparently she got in touch with him and he didnt wanna know.
now i think he abused at least one of his 5 kids if not all.he must have,he did it to me so he must have abused them surely.
thats why he dont want them around in case one spills the beans.i tell u now.if i spoke to one of them or all and they told me they got abused sexually i would go with them right now to the police.
but on my own,no way.
also u say get my own place.well i moved out twice and two failed relationships.not saying its related to my abuse but might be.
back home,but i cant get a job,and getting my own place isnt easy at all.
i feel so depressed most days,i even have to urge to go for him,and even think of reALLY nast stuff i want to happen to this man,it ruins a lot of lifes not just mine.

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