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May 15, 2010
John:
by: Darlene Barriere - Webmaster

I can't tell you how heartwarming it is to hear that you found some peace in your life. You certainly deserved it. Admitting that your extreme levels of testosterone left you angry all the time could well help other men who visit this site. And possibly women too, since we also have testosterone in our bodies. And I'm not talking about excusing behaviour; I'm talking about get one's life back, as you have. The fact that you survived such neglect, as well as horrific physical and emotional abuse during your childhood and then went on to contribute to society in so many ways is a testament to your undying inner strength. Thank you for sharing more of your story with my visitors and me.

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Darlene Barriere
Webmaster: www.child-abuse-effects.com
author. speaker. survivor. coach
From Victim to Victory, a memoir

May 15, 2010
Response to Gods messenger whose name is Darlene Barriere
by: john G

Darlene it is your work in and on this web site that deserves the credit for the changes that many people can and do make in their lives. This world would be a very different place if you ran it instead of the greedy people that do. I hope you live to be 125 years of age and in the same frame of mind you presently enjoy. Words can not be found that in any way effectively describe who you are and the tremendous positive effect you are having on mankind. You move me every day to do good.
Love John G

From Darlene: Your heartfelt words are deeply appreciated and could not have come at a more opportune time. Thank YOU, John.

From Victim to Victory, a memoir
Darlene Barriere
Webmaster: www.child-abuse-effects.com
author. speaker. survivor. coach
From Victim to Victory, a memoir

May 17, 2010
God' Messenger for Sure: Amen To That
by: maurice

I add my prayers and best wishes to Darlene Being God'S Angel, Messenger To Me and All her Visitors: She is the best and deserves the best in Life for her great stewardship of her VISIONARY WebSite: Thank You Darlene. My life with all your Visitors are the better for finding YOU; I have been blessed and helped by your comments to me equally by the coments you give all who visit your site: Thank you for giving us your precious time; maurice

Aug 25, 2010
I'm still thinking about you
by: Collene

John,

It has been a few months. I am glad you have found a medical solution to ease some of your pain. I still think about you and will continue to pray for you every day. I haven't really moved forward with my sorting out issues...more like stuck in idle at the moment, but I think of you and feel more positive.

Aug 26, 2010
Hi Collene
by: john G.

Thank you for your response once again. Yes I think of you quite often as well. Yes I came to the conclusion via many hours on the web researching abuse in all its forms.The reason many people who were abused tend to repeat the abuse on their children and others is because we inherited the genes that cause us to be the same as those who abused us. I found via testing that I had very high testosterone levels and that by reducing that level I was able to change how I thought and felt about things and for the first time in my life I was able to stop being very angry and possessive. I have been seeing a therapist for some six months now every week and we are working ion the reason I get very emotional every time the subject of my mother comes up. I cant answer any of the questions put to me about my mother that they ask because I never knew my mother. My mother never said more than ten words to me about anything. She never touched me that I can recall ever. You have read in my story many other things about my mother and our relationship and the simple answer is we had no relationship as mother and son. Twenty two years before she passed away I said good by to her because I hated the way I felt about her, it caused me a lot of pain and anger that I hated. The big problem I now have is that I cant solve the riddle associated with the lack of having a mother ever, especially when I was a little boy. It turns out that I needed that relationship and never had it and it causes me problems all my life. I am much happier now having reduced my negative genes to a much lower and normal level and all by accident I may add. I have been looking for little children that I can help change in a significant way for the better by giving them through their parents normally single mothers without fathers in the children's lives. I have given small little computers for children that I buy at Wall Mart to the mother for the child. The little children have loved these toys so say the mothers.I have met a few of them and the little girls in this case each wanted to give me a hug which they did and needless to say it moved me a great deal. Other children I have given gift cards from borders book store because those children loved to read and they have loved what I did. Others I have just given money usually twenty or thirty dollars in a child's gift card like a birthday card and they all know that I don't have to do this and that moves them in a positive way because they then feel some people just care about them and show it when they didn't have to do anything at all. I hope to get other people that would like to add a little love in the lives of little children in my area to organize to do this sort of thing in a much bigger scale. I'll keep you advised as I go along Collene. Please keep a positive outlook and things will get better for you I am sure.
Love John G

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