Does It End

by Chelsea
(Location Undisclosed)

drug addict dad/dealer

saw burnt body blow out car was someone who came 2 kill us (age 6/7)
sexually abuse at 6-7 (took someone with me coz i was scared same happened to her)
abused again-9-14 by step dad (and pimped out immediately when he 1st did it)
drugs from 12/13years till present
bullied from starting school to 11/12ish.
clubbing at 13/14 putting other people in dangerous situations (obvious consequences)
2 abortions age 17
severally beaten by partner for 3 years. (till miscarriage, tipped salt in wounds, thrown down stairs, nose bit and tried to kill me least 4 times.
losing grandad and gran
All that happened with nans alyzimers
dads dying
lost my little brother since i came out about what happened
suffer panic and anxiety attacks ect
and theres loads more, ive reli had help, when i did they were crap.
tYS 3year old sons been sexually abused too and his nans alzymiers gone mad....these are just certain points....
eating disorder

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Mar 11, 2015
by: Darlene Barriere - Webmaster

Help comes in many forms.
Not just conventional therapy.
You are not what you survived.
You are much more than the sum of your experiences.
You have value.
The world needs people like you.
People who have been through terrible things.
People who have seen the worst in others.
People who KNOW that what happened to them was wrong.
There can be purpose to what you endured.
Purpose that can only be brought about by you.
Purpose that requires you to make a choice.
Purpose that can bring you and others healing.
Make another list.
A list of positives.
A list that shows Who You Really Are.
A list of accomplishments (the first that you survived).
A list of all that is good in you.
A list of all the good experiences you had with your son and others.
A list of positives will help get you away from thinking only negative.
A list of positives will help in bringing in more positives.
If you stay in the negative, the abusers still control you.
If you move toward the positive, you begin to take control of your own life.
As a child, you had no power.
As an adult, you get to take back that power.
Taking back that power starts with you making a choice.
A choice to heal.
To really heal.
I know you can do this.
I know you can do this because of what you've already gone through the worst of it.
I know you can do this because you're a survivor.
Now it's time to become a thriver.
Yes, it ends.
But only when you decide it must.
When you decide to see things from a different perspective.
When you decide to make changes in your own life.
Only YOU can do that.
Chelsea, I send you love, light and healing energy.
Thank you for sharing your story with my visitors and me.

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