This child abuse story from Kayla page was
created June 7, 2007 and was originally posted on June 1, 2007 as story #132.
Kayla is from Freehold, New Jersey, USA
The following child abuse story from Kayla
depicts: sexual abuse
The child abuse effects on Kayla: none were shared by Kayla
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Every winter break my family and I would go to
my cousins. When I was 6 my parents, left with my aunt and uncle and my brother
to go shopping. My older cousin who was 15 offered to watch me. He and I played
a board game and he accused me of cheating. He told me he would have to punish
me for the bad thing I did. He took off my pants and underwear and he began to
spank me. When he was done, he told me he had to do it.
Later that day, we played another board game
and again he accused me of cheating and he told me since this was the second
time I cheated he would have to punish me much more. He had me remove my pants
and underwear again. This time he removed his pants and boxers also. He told me
to turn around before he removed his boxers. I did as he said. I felt a sharp
pain going up my butt and I screamed. I ran upstairs to my aunt and uncle's
room and I tried to lock the door but he came in too quickly. He told me to lay
on the bed. I did as he said, and he began to kiss my privates. He inserted his
tongue and it kind of hurt.
For the next few years, every time we visited
he always did the same thing. He would wait for everyone to leave . . . I
thought this was okay.
When I was 14, we were home alone and I new the regular routine was coming. Like always, he came over to me and ordered me to remove my pants. I thought it would be over soon because it usually lasted only 20 minutes. But as he finished up, he took off his pants and told me to suck. I didn’t understand what he meant. I asked him what he meant, then he smacked me. He held up his penis and I new what he meant. I began to suck, hoping this would please him so I could go back to watching tv. I did this for awhile, until he was satisfied. Then he told me to go upstairs to my aunt and uncle's bed room and wait for him, nude. I went upstairs and took off the rest of my clothing. I waited for him. He finally came upstairs, nude, and told me to lay down. He had his way with me. He did this every winter break until I got married. Then I told him if he ever did that to me again, I would tell my husband. He never did do it again, but I always got a strange feeling from him when I sat next to him.
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Child abuse story from Kayla was re-formatted June 3, 2015
From Victim to Victory
How I got over the devastating effects of child abuse and moved on with my life