The Pipe

by Jennifer Bell-Lang
(afraid)

Ok, Sometimes i hate this site because wish it was just in my head or that when i think about something i haven't written down I forget that you don't already know about what I am thinking. So, when I tried to save this boy from his evil and I dropped the pipe and ran home screaming, I was hospitalized for a few months at a children's hospital in Connecticut and when I was let out it was near halloween, or fall cuz I remember the smell of the leaves and the cold. I went to see the boy, my neighbor, I was blamed for dropping the pipe because when I ran away from the scene the boy's father and my uncle beat the boy in the head and gave him 194 stiches. I went to visit him after, when I got out and it was then that I was photographed sucking dick etc...as a 10 year old girl.
So that/this is how i feel right now like i'm still just standing here staring at the vomit mess on the floor of my life. I can't clean this up alone.
thanks for listening
jen