Lost And Useless

by Dayday
(Location Unknown)

Well I fell In love with this guy when I was 15 almost 16 and I ran away with him and I got pregnant and he was a really good guy and he told me he would treat me good and that he would only make me flinch but would never hit me.. Then everything changed when ..... He slapped me while I was pregnant and he promised he would never do it again and he cried so I gave him a chance and I believed him and he took advantage of it and he start hitting me more and more and more and there was nothing I could do. He would choke me threaten to kill me and my son and won't let me go no were he would spit in my face so many times. He gives me blackeyes he busted my lip dragged me by my hair 2 days ago because I tried to get help and get away from him and he would wake my baby up so I would have to get up to and keep spitting and spitting in my face and pouring nasty stuff on me... I was so scared of him because he would really hurt me and choke me and almost kill me.. and If I tried to leave I would get hurt.. I'm glad I can let this out by typing it because I can't talk to anybody.. there is a lot more but gtg sorry guys thanks for reading my story guys.. I wish you could feel my struggle... :,,, (

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May 05, 2015
by: Darlene Barriere - Webmaster

You are stuck in the cycle of abuse. This man will not stop hurting you and your son. He will escalate the harm he is doing to both of you. If you live in the USA, I strongly urge you to get in touch with the National Domestic Violence Hotline at 1-800-799-SAFE (7233). They have advocates available 24 hours a day, 7 days a week who can provide crisis intervention, escape planning, information and referrals to victims or anyone calling on their behalf. Visit their website by copying & pasting the following URL into your browser: http://www.ndvh.org/

Do what you need to do in order to protect both you and your son. You may be lost, but you are certain NOT useless. Your son needs you more than ever. And YOU need you more than ever. Step up and ask for the help you need to help you through all of this. You both deserve that.

Thank you for sharing your story with my visitors and me. I send you both love, light and healing energy.

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