Child Abuse Story of Healing and Recovery From Mike
by Mike
(Europe)
My story, may be it will be useful to someone:
I am not sure if my story will be very helpful but anyway...ok, I am 43 years old male, married and have a children. Until I was 40 I hadn't realized I was sexually abused. Some how one morning it came out from my memories and only then the healing process started.
At that time I was 3 to 5 years old. Therefore, it was only once as I can remember. The abuse offender was my fathers sister - a lone unmarried lady.
Now I feel comfortable because it explained many things what happened to me: very early beginning of self-masturbation, sense of shame and uncertainty, occasional panic attacks had brought me an uncomfortable life. My psychological tests were not OK.
But since I have discovered that disgusting event everything stood in right places. And now I have no panic attacks, not any troubles. And even my last psychological test was absolutely fine.
Now I feel like having a healed wound which doesn't hurt me anymore.
Additionally, this all process of healing was without any professional assistance it was inside me all my life.
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