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Child Abuse Story From Trixie

by Trixie
(Location Undisclosed)




Dunno where to start really but my best friend wen I was about 9 was 3 years yonger than me was a boy we were soo close I often Played in his house and grew very close to his parents they had 3 boys n I was a girl they treated me like their own daughter n I loved it! Except during my time there the dad always seemed to stand behind me and with his hand down my top rubbed my back wich made me at 9 feel dunni n I hoped that he didn't notice o was starting to grow at the front he didn't touch me there ! Wen I was 13 they moved and asked me to babysit it I had my period fir like maybe the 3rd time n didn't want to my mum said I'd be ok! Wen I was Up there I was fine n had fun my bestfriiend fel asleep n went to bed I lay N fell asleep on the sofa n woke up with the dads tounge down my throat n he was on top of me I panicked n tried to sit up wen I noticed his wife who I loved like a mum tellin him to leave me he got up n I went to the bed I was sleepin in with his two yr old son I slept fully clothed as I was scared of leeking 3 times I woke to him sittin at my side telling me he loved me and rubbing round me I froze I didn't know why he wud be doin this he kept goin an commin back wen he wad there I wad nipping his baby trying to wake him sonhe wud cry nbo cud get away but it didn't work I wad in tears lyin there as he was telling me how much he loved me he didn't sexually abuse me or touch me anywhere bur I think he was close to it! I lay the whole nite dreading him commin bk and in the morning I just asked to go strate home! He then later pulled up in a can n called me over n said sorry! I'm now 24 n still feel like it was yesterday n have had no trust in men from it n I hate drunk men!




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Oct 15, 2011
Trixie:
by: Darlene Barriere - Webmaster

You were sexually abused, not raped, but most definitely what he did was sexual abuse. Obviously, what happened to you affected you in a significant way, a way that still leaves leaves you unable to move forward in your life. There may also have been other events that happened in your life that contribute to those repercussions. Please seek out some form of counselling in order to help you deal with those repercussions. Such unresolved traumatic events have a way of manifesting in ways that are so unwanted, ways that leave us stuck living in the Past, rather than able to live in the Present. The man was a pedophile, a pedophile who did not control his perverted urges. The fact that you weren't penetrated is a testament to you and the circumstances around being caught by his wife, because if left to his own devices, he would very likely have gone much further. His apology to you was hallow...it was a "sorry" that was meant to appease you and ultimately keep you quiet, because he knew what he had done was wrong and could result in prison time. It is disturbing that the wife didn't step up and get the authorities involved. Her inaction put you at further risk, as well as her own children and other people's children. Depending on where you live, you might consider making a report to disclose what he did. Other victims may well have come forward, or they may be willing to come forward if and when word gets out. This might be a way for you to take back the power he took from you all those years ago, power that wasn't his to take. Whether or not justice is served, at least you can start by not keeping the secret any longer. You've taken the first step here. Perhaps it's time to take another...but that is up to you. No pressure. Just take care of your Self, and remember that what happened was not your fault. Talk to a professional in order to bring light of understanding to what happened, in order to help you move forward. You deserve that kind of help, Trixie. Thank you for sharing your story with my visitors and me.

From Victim to Victory, a memoir
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From Victim to Victory, a memoir


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