Child Abuse Story From Tamaira

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Child Abuse Story From Tamaira

by Tamaira
(Missouri, USA)

i ran away to st.louis and at the time i was 15. I needed help and I was talking to this guy and he said he would help me. So i went along with him to his job. He was about 40-50 years old. He bought me food and earrings and . He asked me did i have him later, which at the time i aint know what that met so I went home with him. As soon as i get in there there is a gun sittin there. I was so scared. He asked me to pose naked with it and he video taped me. He had me strip. At one part he told me I was being hard headed because i wasnt doing what he asked. After that I layed down and tryed to fake and go to sleep, but that didnt work. He had sex with me. All I could do was lay there until he was done. He didnt care how old I was. He came in me and thought I was pregnant by him. God saved me. Now im sixteen and i just need help right now. I wanna turn him in but im scared.

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Feb 22, 2012

Tamaira:
by: Darlene Barriere - Webmaster

You didn't say why you ran away from home in the first place, but I gather there was abuse there, which put you at risk for even more abuse. This man did not have sex "with" you; he raped you. There's a huge difference. He saw how terribly vulnerable you were and took advantage of that vulnerability, which makes him one sick excuse of a human being. The fact that he forced you to pose naked and videotaped you puts what he did in a more severe criminal category. I know it takes strength to report what he did and I do understand your fear. I also know you have tremendous inner strength, even though you might not see it your Self. With that strength you will likely be helping to save another vulnerable child/adolescent from suffering the same fate. I urge you to contact Child Help at 1-800-4-A-CHILD (1-800-422-4453) in order to talk to someone. They are staffed 24/7 with professionally trained counsellors who will listen to you. They are not a reporting agency, although they can help you through the process of reporting if you decide to disclose the abuse, and you really do need to disclose the abuse. Visit their website by copying & pasting the following URL into your browser: http://www.childhelp.org/get_help

Another option is to contact CyberTipline at The National Center for Missing & Exploited Children Visit their website by copying & pasting the following URL into your browser: http://www.missingkids.com/missingkids/servlet/PageServlet?LanguageCountry=en_US&PageId=169

Either way, get your Self the help you need, Tamaira. You didn't deserve what happened to you at the hands of this pedophile. You definitely deserve help for the fact that you were abused. Always remember that you are worthy of dignity and respect and love. Start by treating your Self with that dignity and respect and love. Tell. Thank you for sharing your story with my visitors and me. I send you love, light and healing energy.

Darlene Barriere
Webmaster: www.child-abuse-effects.com
author. speaker. survivor. coach
From Victim to Victory, a memoir

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