Child Abuse Story From Stephen
by Stephen H.
(Bridgnorth, United Kingdom)
At the age of 7, whilst on holiday with my parents, my mother informed me that I had been sleep walking and that for my own safety she would tie me to the bed at night to prevent me from sleep walking. This ritual continued until I was about 12 years of age. I was also subjected to other forms of abuse, including sexual abuse involving bondage, namely that my mother would tie my genitals with string. I was also made to wear very tight swimming trunks at night. I was not allowed to bathe alone. My mother would also assist me in the toilet.
Both of my parents were domineering and heavily relied on physical punishment as well as being verbally demeaning. My sister who is 15 years older than I, was/is almost certainly neurotic and my brother who is 2 1/2 years older also has personality difficulties, many of which he has discussed with me in the past. This includes a need to be spanked and visiting prostitutes for bondage.
Today I also have a need for bondage, CBT (male genital torture) and spanking. Nearly all of my relationships with women have been unhappy. I find Vanilla sex completely unrewarding.
From the age of 6 I was withdrawn and found it difficult to integrate with other children. I suffered school phobia and came to the attention of the truancy officer. Indeed, I can remember the police visiting my mother. During a conversation with Mrs G, the school truancy/welfare officer, I reported that I was being tied to the bed and to the loft hatch. She ignored this and it was never acted upon; such is authority.
I was also a victim of bullying, and in return I bullied anyone I thought was less than me. I would often get into trouble for being in fights and became increasingly violent at school. This culminated in my expulsion for trying to stab the gardening teacher with a garden fork after he hit me around the back of the head during a lesson. I left school and idled the day away. I understood that I was requested not to return to school.
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