Child Abuse Story From Shayla
by Shayla
(Minnesota, USA)
Since I was a child, about 7 years old, I have been beaten by my mother. She used to take me down to the basement and beat me with a belt with 100 licks. Sometimes more than that. There were times when I had broken bones from her beating me. She would take to the hospital and before then she would tell me to lie to the doctors and tell them that I just fell down the stairs. Growing up, there was times when she would call me names like stupid and dumb and she would tell me that I was gonna grow up and be nothing. I know that at times I disrespect her but its hard because all the things that she had put me threw when I was a child its like I have no love for her. I know that I should respect her. But dealing with abuse since you was a child is not easy. Of course your not gonna have no repsect or love for that person the more they beat you. So anyways, As a teenager I was still getting beaten. There were times when my mom would bang my head against the walls. She would pound me in the head with her fist. There was a time when she had put a pillow over my face and she tried to kill me. It was really bad cause she was and still is a big woman and I am very skinny. She's like over 200 pounds and I'm 115 lb. There were times when she would choke me from behind. She would wrestle me and throw me on the ground and she would put her big body on top of mine where I couldn't breath. Because of that I was in depression. I felt neglected and I felt like I was not loved because I was beaten a lot and put down so many times.At 19 I was also getting beaten. There was a time I had got beaten so bad for like almost 2 hours. My mom was puching me in the face, arms, and stomach area. I would scream out crying I f***ing hate you and I wish you was dead.
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