Child Abuse Story From Scott W
by Scott W
bad bad my mother didn't want me because i was a boy she told my grandmother i was up for adoption so at the age of 2 and a half bad bad quickly i was abused by a male who took pictures then more men and a video camera bad bad almost everyday always weekends she was making alot of money i know because it went on until i was 7 all along being seriously physically abused my parents could smell i was having sex and told my grandmother to stop bad bad she gave them money to shut them up bad bad life was bad i was beat up at school from early on and have always been suicidal first attemped when 3 been taken to hospital half dead alot put in phsyc ward 14 months have 5 mental illnesses almost died from closiril white blood cell count dropped 3 weeks in isolation seeing doctor reg now take pills alot my life didn't start until i was 40 thats 5yrs ago in a way i'm a 5 yr old boy still not alright doc said i'm never happy half life left it stopped when i was 7 because man died then they all stopped they didn't trust situation but grandmother kept on bad bad almost arrested trying to pick up naked pictures of me while i slept cops grabbed her but she got out i can't say why i hate my family i live my childhood through my nephew i'm kept away from him because not all my family knows about me they say i'm retarded thats why i'm alone i never had a girlfriend or have been kissed they used to think i was gay now they don't care anymore as long as they don't have to look at me i'm starting to have other medical problems may have cancer and bad heart good i wish they would stop reviving me i will never come close to justice if i could live on an island i would sex to me is a nightmare i'm trying to forget and i don't understand why people kiss each other i don't like people that close to me i wonder what i would sorry just cried for 10 min i can't write anymore it's bad bad haven't cried for decades and i don't like it have to wait to see if this was a good idea  Note from Darlene: If I have not left a comment on your story, please understand that it is not personal; it's just that my hectic schedule no longer permits me to do so.I hope you'll follow me on:  Email addresses, phone numbers, home addresses AND website/blog URLs in submissions and visitor comments are STRICTLY prohibited. Please don't include them, as they will be removed.
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