Child Abuse Story From Sasha
by Sasha J
(USA)
When I was fourteen, my stepdad took me to an elite type party and made me feel like an absolute queen. I was with my stepsister who'll I call Rebecca. At the party he got me a little drunk and we danced a little provocatively. Me being a little tipsy allowed him to grind on me and such.
After a little while I began to feel a little woozy and told him to bring me back home. That's when he threw me in the car and raped me, telling me the whole time that I wanted it and was craving it the whole time.
When I got home I told my mother the whole story and she decided I was telling the truth. After that, she threw me in the tub and told me to scrub off all the evidence. That it was for my own good.
I felt like she was telling the truth since I let him dance with me and give me alcohol. I mean, I would have never done it if I didn't want it.
Anyways, Mom told me that if we sent my stepfather to jail that we would have to live on the streets, since he was the sole breadwinner. I couldn't be responsible for that so I kept my mouth shut. I became really rude and disrespectful to my mom who wouldn't listen to a word I had to say. That what happened to me was for my own good. That it was better losing my virginity to a respected man than some hoodlum.
Now I am fifteen and he still lives with us. He comes into my bedroom every night and does his daily thing. It has become like a nightly routine for me. When my mom is out of town or something, I'm there for his pleasure or what not. My own stepsister, which is his daughter, hates me, claiming that I was trying to send her father to jail.
I feel trapped and I almost feel like his slave, that without him I have no purpose.
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