Child Abuse Story From Ruby
by Ruby
That day I only remember some part of that day.. I was about 5 or 6 .. Well I remember it was a school day and I remember I didnt went to school I believe I was hurting from my stomach.. I remember I was laying in the bed and my aunt was rubbing my stomach to help me from that pain I had in my stomach. My aunt told her dad or my dads dad to help her rub my stomach because it was time to pick up my brothers and cousins from school. So he started rubbing my stomach and suddenly I felt weird he was touching me in my vagina and I was scared and didnt move . It was hurting me bad that in my little head I was thinking about my aunt to come home to save me from that animal that I hate! I dont remember if he did it again. But im 22 years old now and I cant forget that nightmare. Nobody of family knows about it. I didnt told my mom because she left me when I was 4 for another guy. My dad raise me but didnt told him either. I dont know what to do I want to get out of my head I blame my mother about this if she hadnt left me for this guy that she is still with him it wouldnt had happen. I talk to her but I dont have the guts to tell her what happen. But now I have 3 kids and I have a husband that I know he is not abusing my kids but in my head I think he is I dont know if is my past that make me think that he is.. I think i need help because im thinking of leaving my husband just because im thinking he doing it with my kids. He dont know what happen to me in the past.  Note from Darlene: If I have not left a comment on your story, please understand that it is not personal; it's just that my hectic schedule no longer permits me to do so.I hope you'll follow me on:  Email addresses, phone numbers, home addresses AND website/blog URLs in submissions and visitor comments are STRICTLY prohibited. Please don't include them, as they will be removed.
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