Child Abuse Story From Ron
by Ron
(Oregon, USA)
Sometime before the age of two my 8 year older half sister attempted to cut my penis off with a pair of scissors. My grandmother caught her in the act. I have no memory of it but did receive stitches and do remember still having those stitches about two years later when they finally came out.
The same half sister again tried to cut my penis off when I was 5. I kicked her in the crotch and she fell. I kicked her a few times and ran. Between the ages of 4 and 8, the half sister would dress me up like a girl and parade me down the street and to the park. Between the ages of 4 and 6 I actually enjoyed the dress up part but never went outside that way.
Now I am 63 and have never been in a relationship. I have had exactly 4 women who I dated more than 3 times and have never dated any woman more than 5 times. And I have never kissed a woman until the 3rd date. All kisses were simply what I call Catholic School Girl Kisses. A type of kiss I could have given my grandmother, but of course a different effect with a woman I am attracted to. With the exception of high class prostitutes, I have never had sex with a woman. And I haven't been with a prostitute since 1982.
So my life is all screwed up due to this abuse and likely other things created by it. I sure wish I had counseling about this, at least by high school.
Thanks for reading this. I hope it helps other men in dealing with sex abuse and maybe women as well. Some cretin where I live sodomized an 11 month old baby about a month ago. I sure would like a few minutes with him. Someone like that need not be wasting air.
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