Child Abuse Story From Pete1
by Pete
I'd like to share the story with you and encourage for you who also suffered from child abuselike me don't give up! I know my story wasn't the most severe or brutal but psychologically it had a huge impact a lot later on in my life. I lived in the small polluted province around bangkok i suffered from recent depression and tried to commit suicide more than onece, although i'm still holding on to what i beleive that life is great and i'm grateful to have one. my child abuse story started since i could remember my dad he had a bi-polar disorder and my mom also had depression, from outside we looked just like a normal perfect family my dad was a well-known busniessman so was my mother. The verbal abuse were regular issue for the family which made me became a very quite child i dindn't like to communicate and kept to myself. Oneday i stood up and protected my mother from the beatdown my dad was so furious he took up a knife and ran after me i was so scared but had to fight him i was 16 at that time i still remembered till today, the physical abuse were also part of it especiallywhen i was young i got beaten a lot now i'm at collage and everytime i came back at home i still had a flashback and paick attack afriad that i was going to be stabbed by my father...it can't be normal for me anymore although my mom usually said you are lucky to have a family though i felt like i still had to confront fear and demon inside me all the time i begin to have uncontrolled emotion outburst and sudden sadness. but maybr things will get better because i'm only 20 and maybe the depression will get better i tried th medication and everything that will work hoping oneday this will not happen again  Note from Darlene: I welcome you to follow me on my Facebook page at Healing from Child Abuse. When you get there, don't forget to click onto the Become a Fan link. I hope to hear from you there!Email addresses, phone numbers, home addresses AND website/blog URLs in submissions and visitor comments are STRICTLY prohibited. Please don't include them, as they will be removed.
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