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Child Abuse Story From Paul

by Paul Myers
(San Diego, California, USA)




Thunder, Lightning and Rain 
On so many sunny days of my youth,
you took the sun away,
If only the rest of the family
knew the truth,
that you made the Thunder and Lightning
on those sunny dark days.

Your thunder roared throughout our home,
you made me feel scared and all alone,
The thunder was felt from ceiling to floor,
Even the neighbors heard it
from behind our closed doors.

Lightning was the one I was fearing
and shaking from the most,
waiting for the lightning
to strike
while I was tied to the post.

The pain that your lightning caused me
was UN called for,
What were you thinking,
while I was laying in so much pain on the floor,
The thunder and lightning brought the rain to my face,
while I laid there in so much pain and disgrace.

Your thunder and lightning
has long been gone from my memory,
but my soul can't forget
the pain
of your thunder and lightning.

You caused my dreams
to haunt me,
The rains still fall to this day,
I wonder,
will it ever go away?

For my sister Nancy who is still alive, and for my sisters Jane and Janet (the twins) who have past away. This is about our so-called mother.

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Apr 24, 2008
Poignant...
by: Darlene Barriere - Webmaster

Paul, you are not your past. Nor are you condemned to a lifetime of re-living the pain of it. Consider two titles from Eckhart Tolle, A New Earth, Awakening to Your Life's Purpose and The Power of Now. You may find inner peace among the pages of these spiritually enlightening books.

Darlene Barriere
Violence & Abuse Prevention Educator
Author: On My Own Terms, A Memoir

Apr 25, 2008
Your ordeal
by: Hayley

Paul that is a fantastic work of art. What a way to put down your trauma. It must have been a terrible ordeal to be subjected to, and you have described the pain so well.

It may seem like the abuse will always haunt you, I still suffer the odd nightrmare even now. However with counselling or even your method of dealing with it, it becomes easier to deal with the pain and memories even thoough it seems like an impossibility. You are stronger than you probably give yourself credit for and you will beat this. Two years ago I was rock bottom, not just from the memories of suffering abuse, but from work place bullying and later unemployment. Thanks to counselling, I managed to rebuild my life and now have a fantastic job with great colleagues, I also have a great hobby with two teams and loads of fun.

Hang on in there, you can beat this pain, DON'T EVER GIVE UP

Hayley has a "room" on OpenSpace at Hayley's (Screwloose) Room.

May 03, 2008
neglect
by: paul

Neglect

You sent me to school
with dirty clothes and holes in my shoes

Wore dirty socks on my feet
no breakfast and no lunch to eat

Neglect

Lay ed in bed for over a year
with pain in my mouth and ear
I must of cried a million tears
I was hurting so much
you knew i needed a doctor touch.

neglect

On most weekends it was the worst time
my sisters an i was all hungry
I think that was a crime
Mom would come home drunk an beat the hunger out of me
before she past out while watching tv.


neglect

In the late ( GREAT ) John Lennon words
Mother you had me
But i didn't have you

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