Child Abuse Story From Neversaidaword
by Neversaidaword
i have been abused alot in my life, cousins, moms boyfriends friends, family, naibor hood kids etc. I know it started when i was very small, cause i will be honest here, what 3 year old girl knows how to have sex and touch herself. I find myself waking up regularly crying from dreams of these things haunting me. Im 16 now but its been so much its affected my life majorly. But back to my story, when i was about 4 my female older cousin would always play with me and touch me in wrong places. When i hit about 6 my older male cousin who was about 14 molested me and both my older sister and younger brother, he would make us take our clothes off by saying it was a game called simon says and he would touch us, worse for my brother though he would lock him in cages and daily touch him. My parents divorced due to the fact my dad is a musician, my mom started dating a guy 14 years younger then her, he was closer to my age then hers, so he would always have friends over drinking, one night i was asleep in my room when someone came in, i started to wonder who it was, they coverd my mouth and hit my head against the wall then started to take my clothes off, i was scared so never told anyone any of this until a year ago. I have found this has ruined my chance to ever have a normal relationship. I am in one now,moved from home became a heavy drinker, living with abusive boyfriend the whole ten yards. I find myself striving on abuse now like i need it or feen for it. Like its normal. My mothers boyfriend had also abused her, her hole 8 years of being with him. We were put in women shelters alot as children. And were very poor growing up. Neibor hood kids would offen have their ways with me too. Boys as old as 19. But honestly what bothers me most is i need to know what happend as a child that my brain has blocked out, maybe for my own good. But its making me have nightmares... Thanks for reading  Note from Darlene: If I have not left a comment on your story, please understand that it is not personal; it's just that my hectic schedule no longer permits me to do so.I hope you'll follow me on:  Email addresses, phone numbers, home addresses AND website/blog URLs in submissions and visitor comments are STRICTLY prohibited. Please don't include them, as they will be removed.
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