Child Abuse Story From Nancie

by Nancie
(Texas, USA)

This is my first time ever posting anything like this online; I've only told my first boyfriend in 2002, whom I completely trust. I honestly don't remember what age I was, maybe around 4 or 5. I was at my grandparents' house just 15 minutes from where I lived. My great uncle lived there too, along with my aunt and uncle and two cousins.

All the adults were inside and my cousins were running around the house. There was a huge backyard. My great uncle was in the old station wagon watching over us. He told me to come over. He had closed the door, and me not knowing any better, I was sitting very close to him. How was I supposed to know he would do something like this?

At first he had his hand on my thigh and was just talking to me. I don't remember about what. I was wearing a dress. He slowly went up my leg. He stuck his finger inside me. It felt really wrong, but as a child I didn't know what to do. I was very shocked that this happened, but couldn't turn to anyone. While he was doing this to me he said this is what your aunt and uncle like to do, referring to my cousins' mom and dad. He never told me not to tell, but I always thought that if I told anyone in my family it would break us up or they wouldn't believe me. I think this is the reason I was sexually active at a young age and get suicidal thoughts. At times I want to ask my cousin if he did the same to her because she lived in that same house, but it seems too personal. Hopefully he dies soon. I did not deserve this when I was a child!!

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