Child Abuse Story From Name Undisclosed28
by Name Undisclosed
(California, USA)
Drugs always win:
Since my brother and I were small children my parents have been drug addicts-eating/snorting painkillers, Oxycotin and other abusing other prescription drugs.
It got drastically worse when I turned thirteen. My mom was snorting cocaine on a regular basis and my dad was drinking and using meth every day. My dad would go through rages and cuss and yell at me constantly. One time I had to lock my dad out of the house because he was scaring me and when he broke back in he lifted me up off the ground by my neck.
Our house was a typical meth house-things everywhere, mess everywhere. My mom always slept. My dad stayed up for days at a time. I never invited people over because I was embarrassed about my parents and the condition of my household.
Now I'm seventeen and my mom injects meth and heroin into her veins every day. My dad smokes/snorts meth every day. My mom tells me her drug use is my fault because I'm a bad daughter. My mom tells me she hates me and that she is disgusted I came from her body. She plays games with my head, tells me that I'm stupid, tells me I'm worthless. She throws objects and food at me when she's angry. My dad has used so much meth that he hallucinates. He thinks that he has parasites and that there are bugs crawling under his skin and that there are worms in his brain.
My mom and dad refuse to go to rehab. No matter how much I cry or beg or scream they will not budge. Every time my mom and I fight she goes in the bathroom and uses. I'm afraid she'll OD and it will be my fault. I am afraid my parents will die. My fifteen-year-old brother and I are all alone in this because we are not allowed to tell our other family members.
This is a small portion of what my life is like. I don't have the energy to write everything...but the emotional abuse has been going on for almost four years now.
Sadly, my story is only getting worse. My mom recently got arrested for smuggling cocaine, meth and heroin into the American border from Mexico. I'm hoping that the government will force her into a rehab.
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