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Child Abuse Story From Lilly

by Lilly
(USA)

I'm now 17 and living happily with my new family. But my dad...he used to sexually abuse me. He would strip me down to my bare skin and lick my genitals. He would kiss me in places I didn't want him to. He MADE me not tell my mom or brother.

And when I tried to fight, he would tie me up and start doing his thing. He made me give him pleasures too. I didn't like it at all. I have scary dreams and nightmares too.

Thank you for listening.

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Child Abuse Story From Lilly

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Jun 25, 2008
 *gasp*
by: Francine

I'M SO SORRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Jun 28, 2008
 hope you get through the pain
by: Anonymous

am so sorry for what your dad did to you am sorry um i least your with a familty who loves you and takes care of hope you get through it
Jun 28, 2008
 omg!!
by: iKrazy luver

ur really brave...if it was me i would break down...my dad used to beat me up when i was little......
Jun 28, 2008
 a dimond in the ruff
by: heather m

Lilly Im so very sorry for what you had to go through. Your dad is a pitiful excuse for a human being. Your dad took something from you that you can never get back. Your innocence and self respect. Lilly, as a person who also indured sexual abuse i have to tell you even though your away from the situation and things are getting more normal with the new family and all. let me try to explain:
You have a external world which is your new residency and family and friends and hobbys and school ect.
Your a brave girl to get out and seek help to change the situation.
On the flip side you have a internal world which is your thoughts, feeling, emotions, basically it's how you see your self and other's. It also intertwines with memories and trama. The reason why i say this is cause i'm 30 years old and have a horror story my self and thought out of sight out of mind. When i became a mom and my son became the age of my first memories it all blew up in my face. I never got couciling for my childhood trama and i pay for it now emotionally as an adult. your still developing in so many ways. Hun, you have a chance to fix your self and get a clearer understanding of why if you go to counciling. Good luck hun!!!!!

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