Child Abuse Story From Lakiyia

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Child Abuse Story From Lakiyia

by Lakiyia
(New Jersey, USA)

When i was little i got raped. i got raped by my moms babyfather. it really hurts to see that somebody that you thought loved you would do such a thing. now i cant trust nobody now, nobody that my mom bring in the house. it dont matter if its girls or boys i still dont trust nobody. it hurts me so bad. i havent told nobody in my family yet because i know what they would do or what they wouls think. they would be upset at me because i didnt tell them the story when it happend. so thats why i been holding it in. until this day i cant believe how long ive been keeping this secret from my mom. this is the longest i have kept something from her. it hurts me cause deep down i want to tell her but im so scared. everyday i dream about it. how i messed up because im not telling my mom the situation about what happend. now im grown and until this day i still feel the pain. when i was younger i was crazy and now that im older i wish that i have told my family.

Darlene Barriere: author. speaker. survivor. coach

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Jan 13, 2010

Lakiyia:
by: Darlene Barriere - Webmaster

Thank you for sharing your story with my visitors and me. Just so you know, it's never too late to tell. Try to get passed the fear of being either blamed or admonished for not telling sooner. You didn't tell because you were young and afraid. You might be surprised how understanding your mother really is. She will probably ask you why you didn't tell sooner, but then just tell her how scared you were and why. Always remember that you were a vulnerable child when this happened; none of it was your fault. And if you really can't talk to your mother then talk to someone else: a trusted friend, a counsellor, a church elder, someone who will listen with an understanding ear.

Darlene Barriere
Webmaster: www.child-abuse-effects.com
author. speaker. survivor. coach
From Victim to Victory, a memoir

Jan 13, 2010

Have a VOICE
by: Karen W

Lakiyia, it sounds as though your mother would believe you. Even if she doesn't you have to tell someone! I waited for years to say anything and it caused me more emotional damage because I carried that "dirty little secret" around with me. NOONE has the right to touch you like that. Noone has the right to raise a finger to you. Don't carry that weight on your shoulders. As long as you don't tell, your abuser still has control over you. You took a big step in writing your story. Let someone you trust in to help you work through this.

Jan 14, 2010

say it out load
by: Anonymous

You will be pulled inside your self if you don't tell you need to sit with your mom and speak your heart.a lot of us that are here is because we never told.Don't let years go by!!!!!!!!!!!STOP THE PAIN NOW Please for your life Start healing TODAY.

Jan 19, 2010

You are loved, don't be afraid, go tell someone.
by: maurice

Lakiyia, with Darlene, and three of us care about you and truly love you. Please read Darlene's comment, make your own simple understanding sens e of what she has written. Her Heartfelt words go out to you and I can assure you she has one big heart. She also know waht is the best way forward for you in what she suggests. Don't be afraid of what other might or might not think when you trust someone with what you have shared ever so bravely on Darlen'e site. Your Mother is your mother, she birthed you, The majority of mom's are aware of their childrens pain, understand their child, LOVE their child even the one's who make life difficult for them from time to time. Mother's are special, My mother reared me on her own she was a single moam with her beautiful child. Your mam will be ok when you Talk. Lakiyia if you have another whom you can really confide in then tell that person she/he may make it easier for you then to relate to your Mam. I am sure you have a friend or two who know all about your feelings then ask them to help you to tell as well. Be a big girl go tell someone.

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