Child Abuse Story From Khalilah
by Khalilah
( Baltimore, Maryland, USA)
Child abuse story about still struggling but moving on:
My story is a very common one. Growing up on the west side of Baltimore city Md,living in a divorced family home,I was lonely my mom moved out of the house when i was a small child and left my father to raise 7 kids alone.I would visit my mother on the weekends and her boyfriend would stay over and thats when one day it happened.He touched me I was only 5yrs. old.I didnt know what was happening and i never said a word.The next weekend came and he touched me again at this time I was terrifed.It happened over and over again he would put porno flics on and make me suck on his dirty penis like the nasty people did on tv.,he would try to put his penis in me but I was to young he would of had to force it in and that wouldnt been a pretty pitcure but,he might of well had bc it was jst like rapping me. The crazy thing is he would do it right in my moms company, he would get her drunk and high and there I was in bed wth my mother thinking ow well hes not gng do anything while im in the bed with her but before I knew it when she fell asleep there he was touching my private area and rubbing himself on me right in the same bed she was in over and over again he did every nasty thing he could think of with me besides having penetration but this happened until i was abt 9 yrs old. I know your woundering why I didnt say anything to my father or anyone.It was bc I was scared he told me it was my fault and he would tell my mother everything i did so I was afraid it was gng to fall on me he made me think It was my fault,,,,,bbut story short it caused me to go threw so much termoil in my life but as i got older i decided to research it and learn more abt being melested and bc of that iam stronger and i have selfesteem and im not a prisoner any longer but, even writing this story was hard.So I say to anyone who is gng threw this stay strong and keep pushing bc your stronger then you relise and there is recovery.It might take a few years or even a decade but if you keep striving and praying to the lord he will make it all right.I know it
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