Child Abuse Story From Kaylee
by Kaylee
(Seward, Nebraska, USA)
First, EMOTIONAL
My mother and father weren't married when they conceived/gave birth to me, so I guess he felt he had no need to be at my birth. That's ok...my mother and aunt were there. I love them deeply. My father visited me off and on until I was 3, then moved away to ?
Second, PHYSICAL
My mother remarried for my sake, as I was only 4. He treated my mother like a sex toy/maid. If she didn't do as told, he thought it would be funny to bring my mother and me into a room together and scream in our faces. Me? When people yell at me, I laugh. Don't ask me why, but I do...now step-dad didn't think it was very funny and made my mom watch him shove my face into a pillow (suffocate) for awhile.
I acted out a lot when I was 9, to try to get them to break up. It didn't work. My mother thought she was the influence to my acting out so she left, well, tried to. I pleaded and cried. She stayed. I wish she went, but took me with her. My mother is a very attractive woman, so of course, attracts all the pervs. My neighbor -tried- to rape me and my mother (we look a lot alike) but my mother soon divorced, but not before the Halloween that my step-father tried to choke her.
Third, EMOTIONAL
After 10 years of not knowing where my real dad was, he sends me a letter. The return address: Atlanta, Georgia. He said that he was going to come and visit me for Thanksgiving (I live in Nebraska) He did, and I cried when I saw him. I missed having a father. I never got to be Daddy's Girl. Now, he won't answer any of my emails or letters. I feel like he abandoned me AGAIN. He must have hated me when he saw me. He must have thought I wasn't his. I know I am. I have to be. I miss him, but I hate him so bad. I want to be a Daddy's girl. But I need a Daddy.
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