Child Abuse Story From Kascie

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Child Abuse Story From Kascie

by Kascie
(Pennsylvannia, USA)

well here goes, i was born in 1995. my birth mother had many boyfriends that, looooong story short, would molest and rape me.
i was taken from her custody and was put through foster care til the age of 6. that's when everything started to happen.

i was taken in by a nice family that i would, 2 years later, be adopted by. it is an english- german family. one day, i was lying with my grandad on his chair when he began to touch me. coming from horrible abuse in my early years, i had learned to accept this form of touch. he took advantage of my knowledge. and since then, to this day, i have been touched, made to watch pornographic videos, made to masterbate in front of him, and to give handjobs and head. he has also raped me and much more that i have blocked out. thats just my moms side.

on my daddy's side, his step-dad (my pappy) began touching me and kissing me when i was 10. i've had to give head, but luckily, he has not raped me yet.

i have been molested and raped all my life. i do not have the courage to tell anybody about my grandfathers. my parents do not know. i don't know if i could ever tell them.

please. the people that i trust the most, the ones i love, have hurt me in ways i cannot describe. i am almost 16 and it does not stop.

i have been bisexual since i was 7 because i cant trust men. i could not give my boyfriend of 6 months the most special gift because it was stolen. i cannot have intamate relations with any man because i feel sick.

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Sep 10, 2011

Kascie:
by: Darlene Barriere - Webmaster

The fact that you're still a minor child and still being sexually abused means that you must reach out for help if there is any way for the abuse to stop. You don't deserve to be mistreated. You don't deserve to be sexually abused. Your youth and vulnerabilities are being taken advantage of. These sex offenders count on the fact that you're going to keep the secret, and that's why they continue. This doesn't make the sexual abuse your fault; fault lies on the shoulders of the offenders because they choose to offend. But sex offenders do not stop abusing until they are made to stop. And you're likely not the only victim. Please talk to a school counsellor about what is happening to you. Contact Child Help at 1-800-4-A-CHILD (1-800-422-4453) in order to talk to someone about the abuse you are still dealing with. They are staffed 24/7 with professionally trained counsellors who will listen to you. They are not a reporting agency, although they can help you through the process of reporting if you decide to disclose the abuse. And you need to disclose the abuse. Visit their website by copying & pasting the following URL into your browser: http://www.childhelp.org/get_help

You're worthy of dignity, respect and love. Start by giving your Self that dignity, respect and love. Remember, Kascie, you don't deserve to be abused. You most definitely deserve help for the fact that you are being abused. Reach out for the help that's out there. Nothing can change until you do. Thank you for sharing your story with my visitors and me.

Darlene Barriere
Webmaster: www.child-abuse-effects.com
author. speaker. survivor. coach
From Victim to Victory, a memoir

Sep 10, 2011

So so sorry.
by: Carrie

Dear Kascie,

This is so horrible. I am so sorry that these people who are supposed to love care for and protect you, have robbed you from so much. I plead with you as Darlene has to reach out for help! There is a better way. There is better for you. I know you don't know anything different and that is so wrong and unfair. There is a different way of living. You are still young and the sooner you get help the better your chances for a healthy life in the future. Thank you so much for having the courage to speak up on this site. I know how hard that must have been for you. Give yourself the best gift you can and deserve, ask for help. None of this is your fault no matter what they tell you, you didn't cause any of this. You are precious and worthy of the best. Don't let them steal your future.

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