Child Abuse Story From Joyce H

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Child Abuse Story From Joyce H

by Joyce H
(Georgia, USA)

I am 16 years old and I was sexually abused by my dad when i was 5 years old my mom was working at the time and my dad was drinking i guess he had to many beers,well he started rubbing my leg and told me what he was doin was for my own good,that he didn't want anybody else to hurt me.I didn't know what he was doin because if you think about it i was only 5 so i didn't really understand what was goin on.I was so confused then when he forced me to have sex with him, i started crying because i didn't know what it was and it hurt really bad.My mom got home and asked me what was wrong, i didn't know what to tell her i looked over to my dad to see him giving me an evil look like if i told i would be in serious trouble.SO i just went to my room,i went 10 years before i told somebody what happened to me, how i lived that long knowing my dad did that to me and i hadn't told anybody and he is just sittin there free.It deeply kills me and when i told my mom she did not believe me,it hurt me so bad that she did not believe me but when she heard the truth and that he really did do that she was so hurt,and now how she lives with that i don't know and how i still think of him as my father i don't know.I asked my dad later on when i got older how he could do something like that and why he done it he just told me that he had to much to drink and didn't know what he was doin,part of me wants to believe him but part of me also doesn't know what to do.

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May 25, 2011

Joyce:
by: Darlene Barriere - Webmaster

Your father is using drink as an excuse for sexual abuse. What he said to you while he was doing it tells me he knew precisely what he was doing. And then when he gave you that look to ensure you didn't tell afterward, once again tells me he was perfectly clear headed. The fact that your mother didn't believe you at first must have been the second most betraying thing that ever happened to you. What your father did to you was criminal. Please seek out some form of counselling in order to help you deal with what he did to you, and how betrayed you felt when your mother didn't believe you. Report what he did to you; he could very well be sexually abusing other little girls. But first, get help for yourself. You didn't deserve to be sexually abused. You deserve help for the fact that you were. Thank you for sharing your story with my visitors and me.

Darlene Barriere
Webmaster: www.child-abuse-effects.com
author. speaker. survivor. coach
From Victim to Victory, a memoir

May 30, 2011

Always believe in yourself: You'll be the winner over your abuser
by: maurice

Joyce H you sure will do what you know to be the best after reading Darlene's loving, supporting, encourageing words to you: She senses that this bad Father who sexually abused you might be doing it still: read her comment lovingly to you and think would you want him to be doing the same to other ebautiful innocent little girls like you were at 5 years of age: I am certain you would not: Great you found Darlene's safe place/site to tell of your abuse; Yes, it is such a travisty when Mothers won't believe their children: Your mother let you down: Yes, she has every right to feel hurt and ashamed she did not believe the first time: You take charge of your own destiny: You are inteeligent: you are gifted, tallented in your own right: I am certain with leadership qualities to match: Get out there being active and alive with your own age and gender: take part with like-minded wanting to have healthy minds in healthy bodies: If you want to live to be a 100 get out there Joyce H: I will I can I must because I am WORTH it: Be gentle and kind to yourself and your beautiful body: Look in the mirror and say good wholesome statements about yourself and your body: hug and cuddle LOVE in to it: soothe it all over with scented creams and oils: I am beautiful that me looking out fronm the mirror:

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