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Child Abuse Story From Johnny

by Johnny
(Beiruth, Lebanon)




I was abused by a boy in my little age,he want to revenge from my brother that he also looked to the body of her sister sexually.This boy is from the family of my mother and he is older than me,he lie on me and take me and abused me.Now in my adult life I feel stressed,lot of isolation sometimes,I less esteemed myself sometimes,I feel unsafe,I searched to be gay to prove to every man that I can not be just abused like that,that i can revenge.I start watch gay porno and also heterosexual porno.So I feel bisexual.But I actually want to be heterosexual and forget about my past and have a good start.I know that there is a lot of miseries and difficulties in this world,I support everyone and I love all that suffer from child abuse.




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Child Abuse Story From Johnny

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Aug 04, 2011
Johnny:
by: Darlene Barriere - Webmaster

I hope there are resources in your country to help you. Please seek out some form of counselling to help you deal with the effects of what you endured. You didn't deserve to be abused. You certainly deserve help for the fact that you were. Thank you for sharing your story with my visitors and me.

From Victim to Victory, a memoir
Darlene Barriere
Webmaster: www.child-abuse-effects.com
author. speaker. survivor. coach
From Victim to Victory, a memoir


Aug 05, 2011
journey in life since you strong willed use it for good now good thing you figured it out try new life now
by: Anonymous

i did a long comment then my computer went off in a nut shell i feel you can do anything you put your mind to after you acted out and strong willed as you are use it to do any thing you put your heart soul mind too and no one or moderator maybe teach here read her stuff understand why each person react to abuse differently some weaken some secretive some act out show as you say in ways unclear you feel mistake ok so try a new life happ ry an have fun doing it even simple little stuff , and giving advise same to anyone as strong as you are or call it strong willed that went wrong use ok

Aug 12, 2011
Let Today be the New Beginnings with renewed determination
by: maurice

Darlene wants what is best for you and all her large family of visitors who write their story here on her safe haven site: No child should be open to be abused by sicko's, these given into the animalistic side of them to abuse the innocent and the vunerable: It has it's effects on many for possibilbly a life time depending as to what is available help wise or counselling wise for victims: Darlene reasons and hopes that their is such for you Johnny: I must say for a number of years after leaving boarding school I had similiar inclinations as your having: Gay, Bi-sexual more than hetresexual: I was very confused: In my searching I was satisfied with all relations I tried to build up but I was still questioning myself why does it have to be this way: I have remained single because I found sharing my life with females very rewarding but never settled down with one: Through counselling I have been helped: But Johnny I say this to you in the hope you will be encouraged to get some form of counselling and that in time you will be at peace with yourself: Don't give up on yourself: Also live your life to the full: I found having a healthy mind in a healthy body helped me be part of Teams of males my own age which helped me to accept my sexuality: If only our abuser fully realised the damage the effects of abuse has on each individual ever so differently and uniquely: It creates all mis-understandings in each person ever so differently: No one should have to live their lives in that way: Johnny, Darlene has proved their is a life to be lived after being a victim of abuse: She is our hero to Always believe in ourselves: Counselling is the surest way forward to make sense of it all:

Aug 18, 2011
Johnny
by: Anonymous

what happened to u was just horrible. i too was abused and i still am, and i have become bisexual because of it. i understand ur point on wanting to be strait. what happened to u was not right and im sooo sorry it had to happen. be strong.

Sep 18, 2011
omg
by: Anonymous

god bless you

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