Child Abuse Story From Jennifer S

by Jennifer S
(California, USA)

I am....

I am a little girl with tearing eyes
I am a little girl who is dying inside
with
Scars
Pain
and Guilt
that her family had given to her

I am a little girl with deep cuts on my wrists, legs
and shoulders
with feelings of
Anger
Depression
and Alone
that no one gives her love in her heart and soul
I am a little girl who's life is in Hell
where she's gone through
in
Domestic Violence
Sexual Abuse
and Physical Abuse
but she still evidence in her body
Deep burn mark on top of her left hand
Bumps on her head
And almost got her left hand deeply burn
And almost completely broke her skull
But she still have bumps as a rock
Feeling touch in her own body
from her alcoholic father
Being yelled and scream at by
her own alcoholic mother

I am a little girl who's doing bad things in her life
with
Stealing
Fighting
Drugs/Alcohol
Suicide
and Death
that those things are inside of her
and could be free from it
where she could find the light of heaven
were her guardian angels are
I am a little girl
whose life filled
with
Misery
Pain
and Nightmares
All those things are killing her inside
she never wish herself if she wanted to die
She said "she is worthless"
She said "she hates her life"
She said "she had no reason to live"
Nobody loves her for who she is
Nobody accepts her for who she was
She wants revenge
to the people she hates
But she's not the person
she thinks she is

I am a little girl
with
Love
Peace
and Faith
in her heart that god has given to her
since she was a newborn baby
I am a little girl who is
Strong
Brave
and Stand
for herself for what's right
She'll go hard and fight in her war
and she'll die in her heart
I am little girl who is
Happy
and
Proud
to
stay
Awake and Alive
She'll do anything to survive
and that
girl is

!!!!!ME!!!!!!

---

Note from Darlene: If I have not left a comment on your story, please understand that it is not personal; it's just that my hectic schedule no longer permits me to do so.

I hope you'll follow me on:


Email addresses, phone numbers, home addresses AND website/blog URLs in submissions and visitor comments are STRICTLY prohibited. Please don't include them, as they will be removed.