Child Abuse Story From Jenail
by Jenail
(Alabama, USA)
It all started when I was about 4 or 5. I always stayed with my grandmother. My mother wasn't ever really there. It all started when I was sitting in the room, playing with my doll. My cousins and my aunts and uncles stayed there too, which is still the case. My cousin is 8 years older than me. He began uncomfortably touching me during my years of 4 and 8. I was possibly being molested by my older cousins. They made me play games with them, such as hide and go get. I was too young to know better, so I approved to anything they told me.
One of my cousins that is two years older than me once forced me to suck his penis. I didn't really know better at that time. I guess because I was too young. Then one summer when I was 7, my dad came to pick me up. This was the first time that I had ever seen him in my whole life, because he had been in and out of prison. On my visit with him, he dropped me off at his mom's house (my grandma). That's when I was touched by my other cousin. I felt so uncomfortable with him touching me. I kept telling him to stop, but he held me down fiercely with one hand, while his other hand was working all over my personal private parts. The lights were off. Me and him were the only ones up. I felt like I was left in the dark. I never told a soul about this because of my deep fears. It's just disgraceful.
Then there is my mom. She constantly beats on my brother and I. She says mean things to us, like she wishes we were never born, and she'll send us to heaven or hell. She even tells us she hates us. She gives all the praises to my baby sister, who she thinks is better. But now I think I am overcoming my fears and nightmares. I'm hoping everything is becoming better. I am now 13 years old.
I stay thanking God for helping me make it this far. And I pray that He makes everything better for all the others in the same position or even worse. May God bless you all that are reading this. I pray that He makes it better for others that are in the same position. Thanks
Sincerely,
Jenail
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