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Mommy why are you ignoring me? when i did nothing wrong? all i was doing was laughing so why wont you answer my questions? why wont you acknowledge my presence? Mommy please don't shut the door in my face. Mommy please don't grab me your hurting me! your hurting me! mommy i don't deserve a spanking i don't even know what i did. why am i a brat? why am i careless? what did i do? why am i a stupid little thing? mommy i thought you loved me! why are you always screaming? over nothing absolutely nothing. mommy why are you chasing me? hurting me? screaming at me? mommy i love you. i love you so much what are you doing? one minute you tell me you love me the next you are smashing glasses. breaking doors. pulling hair. mommy why are you so angry all the time? why are you hitting daddy? why are you doing this? why are you calling me a liar? why are you slapping me? why are you washing my mouth out? why do i have to hide all the time? why do you always have to find me. why are you tearing my family apart. why did you steal my childhood. why cant i remember. why do i feel like a liar. look what you have done. Every time you hurt me mommy i feel pain. my childhood drowned in tears. every time you ignore me, and leave me, let me down and deceive me, every time you yell at me, or spank me, or hit me, or yank me. every time you pull my hair and sometimes even throw me down and as i am looking up at you your spit comes raining down. mommy why are you telling me i am nothing. a stupid liar and abuser. mommy i didn't hurt you. you hurt me. Mommy i am 15 now. why do you do this to me and dad, mom? it is hard to love you. i am writing this as your slamming into my door. i better go face you now. mommy i love you. and i remember when this wasn't you when you were the best mother. i also remember those first times you hurt me. its funny how no matter what that sting never goes away.

Darlene Barriere: author. speaker. survivor. coach

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Jul 04, 2011

HRT:
by: Darlene Barriere - Webmaster

These are the questions that every abuse victim asks him/herself. Just always remember that the abuse is not your fault. Fault is on the shoulders of your mother because your mother chose to abuse. The fact that your father hasn't stepped up to protect you means he's enabling your mother's abuse, even if he's being abused by her too. The fact is, your parents are the adults, you're the child. As a little girl you had no power, no ability to control what was happening in your life. You didn't say for certain how old you are now, but implied that you might be 15. If you are still a minor child and still in this abusive environment, please contact one of the hotlines listed on my stories page, depending on where you live, in order to talk to someone confidentially about what you are living with. You don't deserve to be mistreated. You deserve help for the fact that you were, and possibly still are. Thank you for sharing your story with my visitors and me.

Darlene Barriere
Webmaster: www.child-abuse-effects.com
author. speaker. survivor. coach
From Victim to Victory, a memoir

Jul 04, 2011

The sooner, the better...Darlene is right!
by: Anonymous

HRT, I can't believe that your dad would abandon you to the so-called care of that sick monster of a mother and allow her to beat and berate you and even him everyday...how dare he! Shame on him for running away from you instead of protecting you from that sadistic brute! I'm pretty sure that there's plenty of people you can talk to. The path that she and even your dad chose is inexcusable. Oh, and she is wrong. You are not careless; you a a caring person. You are not stupid; you are smart and articulate. You are not a brat; you are a good, beautiful person, so never believe any of those lies that she is spewing; remember, lies are lies. You are not to blame for her sadistic, ignorant behavior; she is to blame because, first of all, something's seriously wrong with her; second of all, she chose to abuse you. You were the child; she was the adult; she still has all the power and only continues to misuse it over you, so the sooner you tell, the better. Darlene's right! Please tell someone you really trust and keep telling until he/she will finally listen to you and help you.

Jul 05, 2011

be brave: Be Strong: Love your beautiful Sell
by: maurice

HRT: Let today be the new beginnings you wish for and hope will happen for you: Stay in education: ALWAYS BELIEVE IN YOURSELF: You are precious, you are gifted, you are tallented, you are intelligent, you searched for and found Darlene's Safe Haven Site: She has written on very special comment to you alone just for you to make real sense of it for you: YOU will HRT: You'll attmpt to find all the answers for you to make a sense of the WHY? your mother is so abusive, so hurting, so uncaring, so unloving, having birthed you: It will for along time remain a mystery as to why a mother abuses the child she carried for 9 month being knitted together in her womb: Birthed, yes with all the pain attached out of true love for that child would cherish those immediate moments after child birth and hold her preciousness for the first time: A few years later then is cruel, abusive, hurting, ridiculing, even humiliating, spanking that preciousness: It will remain a mystery: Sadly HRT all of us who were abused in one form or another can empatise with your story: The effects are there: But thanks to a site like Darlene's all of us have been helped by her personal heart words to each individual visitor as if she was having a one to one conversation: HRT that is why you should read her loving, encouraging words to you, from her heart to yours at 15 years of age: Hi you'll be a winner, you'll succeed: stay in education: HRT Start this day after reading Darlene's and all other friend comments to you: Put on your Physical Education gear, track-suit and get out there being active and alive taking part in TEAM sports and sporting and cultural activities: You could be a world champ one day: This will help you HRT to have a healthy mind in a healthy body: TEAM sports are one sure way of making real and natural friends for life with plenty of others to cheer you up each time you cross path's it will give yo a natural appreciation of your body: You be gentle and kind on yourself and your body: Look in the mirror: I am beautiful; I like this and that about my body and myself: Think positive thoughts HRT: Now while there is no one looking hug and cuddle that beautiful ness: Era go, it ain't a silly thing to be asked to do: I WILL I CAN I MUST BECAUSE I AM WORTH IT: HRT some form of counselling as Darlene's suggests will empower you to put all that happened to you into perspective: I want what is the best for you: it goes without saying Darlene wants what is the best for you: HRT say I WANT WHAT IS THE BEST FOR ME: Stay safe: Be safe: STAY IN EDUCATION: my motto: I will etc HRT

Jul 05, 2011

never know miricles happen family maybe get couselor s maybe an listen to that taylor swift fifteen i used to listen to that song remind me of you
by: Anonymous

yes i hate that i hear that out of my daughter to her dad and it broke my heart and i never hit kid any time he even went to hit i stood between an yes i got in trouble ok me not him an well its very hard , they needed couseling it maybe never work or help but it guides the victim i made my family go oh get this one they lied too when my kid has school issues say i didnt beleive in couseling i just sat there look like ok liars thiking i had to keep mouth shut due to a abuse investigation , lie about who saw my kid but it was dometic violence an the other one abuse a doctor why but see they need help not your fault
couselors tell you domestic violence meetins or other would help we did that yet history repeats now i dotn know why after all that work and times i tryed to stopit help it if you remember her a good mom try to litterally figure out time an a place when that all stoped her bein a good mom an why who around what changed couselor could figure it out is she on medications is she bein abused also maybe the behavior is it medical is it biological why is way you said it is weird and i think it could be drug induced someone give her or her chemistry hormones that too for women doctor can run tests for that too blood and hormone help give releif i seen people come off drugs act that way you too young maybe they lied to you about it who knows but i never hit my kids
and i protected them from not even that bad just a slap or grab so i feel this is serous

Jul 05, 2011

maybe things change and you have a miricle or they go to domestic couselors you go if nothing else
by: Anonymous

i feel this is serous how you portray what she does to you slam into the door what does that mean but no i didnt hit or that an even her dad he didt do that but he said mean things just hard to me it was and well i hope you be ok you need domestic meeting go to the local one they got kid programs helpyou learn what to do deal with it an the whole family need couselors even best familys need that time to time these days if you in danger now you need to find help , meetings couselor domestic they help thy give help even money thins resources too but no i never did that but the dad he did some of it why i well worked so hard to make life happier here for them my

Jul 05, 2011

just remcomment here when you need too and remmber things get better but try stuff to help you
by: Anonymous

but i had this time to time too not the hittin the emotional on parent end i dont knowwhy i beleive now it was the medications why is when he off them he is normal person. you be ok right now you dont think so but you will i can tell, and life get better you dont need to revolve whole life aroudn mom an dad soon right now it be hard to beleive that an feel sad but later you growin you understand an keep that nice feelin memory for that growin up time so you keep your history the good part too to guide who you really are thats the half full life vs the half empty an for a kid its so hard to say life is hard but it is anyway, just keep the good memories for when things get upsetting when you older its your life an history cant take that away, the good dont forget that part it keep you goin when things seem impossible and thing s change too nice part about life , in a perfect world we all be together family and only have those good memories i dotn know why people get separted from each other an from their real self an reasons to waste life on fighting too but legally too you can do what you need to now your age each year childrens rights cousel and pas foundation too where they aleinate maybe your parents about you an visa versa brainwash her against you or your dad too against you too who though is that your real mom an or dad too i always think ask on this type story too. i dont know i just can feel good feeling about you in way you say it poetry type you be talented sucessful in life

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