Child Abuse Story From Elaine
by Elaine
(Pennsylvania, USA)
Father abuse and a Finding Hope:
My mother was pregnant with my baby sister,she was never home i was alone with my Father i was only 5 or 6 i believe!When she wasn't around my father use to make me clean for him clean the whole house!when i didn't and yell at him he use to get cord's,rubber anything really hard and thick and use to hit me with it he hit my back,arm,leg's!he messed up my hip bones people make fun of the way i walk a lil but it make some want to cry sometimes.He is a very heavy drinker!he use to choke me he said awful things to me i wanted to kill myself i even did drugs and stuff!I cry and cry wonder if my dad will ever be nice to me or if i would ever hear him say just for once in my life!hearing him say "Im proud of you my daughter!" or "I love you" i went to school i was bully people trip me, called me names, i never made friends i always cry in the bathroom i never talk i was to scared!The only friend i had was a toy bear that was torn up and dirty and well the walking dead which was a evil spirit!I never bond with my family later on i was raped by my own father friends and i was only 7 years old i was scared he told me if i ever told anyone he would hurt me!years past bye and now im 14 years old!i started using the computer to talk or something!Then i met this guy he is now 19 we talk for so long we webcam he was nice he told me how his child hood was like and it was the same as mine.We meet. He knows about my father and he worries and cares so much about me then i called him Daddy when i called him he was crying in tears of joy and well im proud of calling him Daddy im not scared of smiling or telling him truth with out being beat!I hear him say "I love you" and "Im proud to be your father" and stuff makes me cry because well he the only one who ever told me that and it makes me happy hearing him say that!He promised me he would adopt me once he finishes college so i can be happy in life and not use fake smiles all the time im happy and i hope he keeps his word to me.So yeah i been threw a lot and im still going threw it and well i promise my Daddy i wouldn't do anymore drugs or do suicide he told me "Never Give Up" and well he showing me how to be brave and strong even if it's a long distance Father and Daughter thing but i don't care what people say!Im happy calling him daddy and i hope nothing happens to him cuz i care about him and if he died...i don't know what i would do with out my daddy even though my Father gives me hard times but i do my best to make it threw!
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