Child Abuse Story From Donna
by Donna
(Texas, USA)
Letters:
I was between 4 and 6 when it started and I remember the smells and God awful looks. I also remember running away. When I asked my therapist why I remember that he said it was because I was so young and the only way to cope. He was right. I remember when he would do it; only when his father beat my mother. He stole so much from me; my childhood, my innocence,yes, even my favorite cartoons and toys. He would sodomize me with my favorite toys; how sick is that? Then, when my favorite cartoon was on; he'd give me that look; anyone who's been hurt or molested knows the look. The worst thing is I thought I was through with this; I sought counsel and it worked, My counsel said to write a letter detailing how it made you feel as if you were to send it; I did and it worked for a real long time until he found me on FAcebook; really what else could he want or take from me? I have a good life now with two beautiful kids and a husband that loves me unconditionally so why am I so angry all the time? I really don't know how to deal with this and desperately need help.
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