Child Abuse Story From Cree

by Cree D
(Decatur, Georgia, USA)

What I been thru still affects me til this day. My mom used to work her butt off to support me and my 2 brothers, and til this day, she lives with HIV from the man who raped me for the years he was with my mom.

He used to touch me. One day I was playing with my toys and he hit me and made me lay down. He forced me to have sex with him until I started to bleed. I was only five then. It kept happening until I was about twelve. As soon as I hit middle school, my mom ended up leaving him for her own reasons.

Then I met my true love, (I thought) Tommy. One day, I skipped school to go out with him. He took me to his grandma's house, tied me up and raped me and then took me home like I was trash. Come to find out he was 21 years old, but told me he was 17 (that's what he looked like to me). My mom ain't know the pain I went thru, so by then my whole self-esteem had been destroyed.

Now it's 2008. In 2007 I was raped by my next door neighbor. He went to college now, but he invited me over and as soon as I got in his room he pushed me on the bed, forced my hands up and put Vaseline on my private part and forced himself inside of me and when he was done I ran to my best friend, Chasity's house, bleeding and hurt. I wanted to straight up kill myself. I thought I wasn't worth nothing.

But now I'm 18 years old, and in love with my girl, Tiara. I'm openly lesbian and couldn't be happier. She helps me every day and I love her.

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