Child Abuse Story From Ciera

by Ciera
(Colorado, USA)

Reading other ppl story has givin me the thoght that maybe i should share a story. I am 18. I been geting mentaly abused for the last 5 to 6 years and i can take it no more, so i need to tell my story.my father went to jail during the year 2005 while he went to jail he left my mother pregnate with my unborn sister me and another sister. During that time she was on me. I am the oldest out of three.my mother called me every name in the book and that made me fell so low.during the years i was told so many times that i would never be anything but sh*t and the bad part is that during the time i belive it.see, i had always had a dream that one i will be a doctor and her telling me that. Just made me stop beliving in myself.
things begain getting worse she started hitting me for every little thing if the house was not clean how she like it she will beat me. If i didnt cook a good meal she hit me. If i didnt take care of my two sisters so that she could go to sleep she would beat me.i was 11 when all this was going on.i cried and cried many times asking god to stop her but he has not answer my pray not even today. While i am good asleep my mother starts beating me somedays my mother hurted me for the fun it for example she took the tv controler to my face.she also like to hit me and knock of my glasses. "because she the mother and im the daughter and there nothing that i could do" is what she told me one day afther she hit me for the fun. Its getting to the point where she already hit my sister that 14 and emotionly abuse me 5 year old sister and that hurts me.i have to go back and comfort them both. I am scared to tell my father because i dont want him to be mad at my mother.my father was abusive to my mother and i think that she is letting it out on me and my sisters.
i been going through so much hurt with my mother, i cant talk to her or even look at her in the face.i cant tell her how i feel but im tired of hurting and i done with crying.

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