Child Abuse Story From Can
by Can
(Location Undisclosed)
Male hiding the truth for years:
When I was 6 years old, one of my aunt's son, who was 14 years old at that time, had sex with me. And that went on until I am 10 years old. I was really aggressive in those years, I was having fight with other boys. It is because I knew that I had to be more powerful. I was so afraid to tell somebody. Actually I did not realise what was his purpose, because I had not got a clue about sex.
When I came to the age of 10, he took me the room again but at that night I was able to protect my self against him. I pushed him hard so he gave up, and thanks god that never happened again. Afterwards my aunt moved to another city which was far away from us and my family.
I had graduated from primary school and continue to high school. I got good grades and I was a good student. Thanks to my mom she always support us to continue our education. I saw my aunt and him until 17 years old once in a year. After that I haven't heard from them.
And finally I had gone to university and I had graduated 2 years ago. I had some degrees after that as well. I am quite successful compare to my family members. None of them as well-educated as me. I am a respectful person now, people like me because of that. They want their children like me. Having a good education. And my parents proud of me.
So I was quite happy until I saw him yesterday. It was because my aunt wanted to saw me, after a long time.She come back after a long time to visit her relatives so he does as well. She heard some rumours, something like I have changed a lot, finished university,be an adult. So after ten years she is really curious about me. Last time she saw me I was seventeenth. Anyway they came to our home. Luckily I wasn't at home at that time, and my father call me to see my aunt. And I had told my father I had got business to do. After that day, when they were leaving the city, my aunt call my father again to meet with them to see me. So I hadn't got anyother choice. My father insists me to see my aunt. And so he was there as well. I was thinking about punching or beating him. However that wouldn't be right thing to do. Cos I don't want my big secret known by other people. So I just said "hi", that's it. I don't want to let down my family. I don't wanna make them unhappy. Probably that guy didn't want to see me as well because of what he did.
Well today, I told my father, I don't want to see them again. However couldn't tell the truth. I just want to get rid of the pain inside me which makes me weak. What should I do? Should I tell the truth? Honestly I believe that won't work. Hopefully I can live with that. I love my family.
Lastly, thanks a lot for the website you made, that's really help people like me. I really appreciate that. I believe that can happen in everywhere. No matter what we are.
I hope everything will be getting better for the people who has same sufferings like me.
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