Child Abuse Story From Becca
by Rebecca
(USA)
From the time I was 3 to 11, I've been sexually abused by my father. My mom split when I was 2, leaving me with him. He wasn't an alcoholic or anything like that. He really did love me I guess...in his own sick way. He'd always make me lay in the bed with him. I was only 3. He'd rub me in places where 3-year-olds aren't supposed to be rubbed. He'd always say that he'd love me forever and that I'd never leave him. I was 6 when he actually raped me. I remember days before then when he'd make me rub him, make me take off my clothes for him, and make me kiss him.
The day he raped me, I was in my room, doing my homework. He came up behind me and just started kissing my neck. I remember giggling; it tickled. Then he took off my shirt. I got fidgety then. I think I kinda knew what he was about to do was wrong. He took off my pants, then just left. I thought he was gone for good and was about to close the door when he came back in with this white rope. He shoved me down on my bed and tied me to my headboard. Then he raped me. When he was done, he carried me into the bathroom, kissing me and feeling me and telling me that he loved me so much. That, "I was a good girl for making Daddy feel so good." He washed me up and made me sleep in his bed with him.
The next day at school, I remember debating whether telling someone or not. I finally ended up telling the school nurse. I showed her the bruises on my stomach and she called the police and Child Services I guess, because this lady in a suit came to take me to my Granny. He was put in jail for 6 to 10 years for molestation.
I'm now 13 and scared out of my wits that he'll come back for me. He's said so so many times in his letters. My Granny is going on 72 and is too weak for him. Please. Someone just please pray for me. I've already tried to convince my Granny to get a restraining order or something, but she's being stubborn. Just pray.
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