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Child Abuse Story From Beautiful Girl

by Name Undisclosed
(India)




I was born with a golden spoon thats what every one said.in a rich household send to the best shool of delhi.i was considered an intelligent child with big eyes ,brown hair,fair complexion."you would grow up to be a very beautiful girl"everybody would tell me.But everyone who is blessed or suffers does not end up being happy or rule the world atleast i dint.I ws unlucky .he raped me since i dont even remember.he was a very complexed man .i dont beleive he had sexual inclination towards children but he targeted the weak ones,the dependable ones.he spoilt every thing for me.he made me a maniac.he emotionally raped me.made me feel i was different than the others.made me enjoy wht he did to me.i used to feel sick though more times than pleasurable. he played with my mind.he would tell me i hve a good body.wheneva i tried clinging to my mother.my mother as usual would shove me offf.saying her favourite line m unhappy in this family ur father i bad i have to take care of all of u ..blah blah blah .she has a habbit of being a world icon everyone loves her i dont.i do in my own way but would prefer not to.every one thinks m mad.both my parent drove me mad thats what i feel.my father kept raping me..made me so wierd that i was always bullied in class..i become wierd .im so used to being treated badly .my mother who knows now did get me out of that house .but still plays with my emotion ignore me instigates me .doesnt give me tlc.ive gone mad just like my aunt.im 22 ..people think im crazy.no one like me.i dont get aon with any one.i have one bf.who really doesnt care and will oon leave me ..im all alone.i thot .illl rule the world when i grow up.bbut they ade me into my aunt who was alo vitim of child abuse.i will continue living like this .no one likes me .im going mad someone help me..i alway read in fairy tles one day prince charming will come and take u .i have never wanted nything more than this ending for me i ahave no faith in god.im a loser.




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May 04, 2010
Beautiful Girl:
by: Darlene Barriere - Webmaster

You must be your own "prince charming". You have to build your own self esteem. You have to find a way to stop considering yourself "a loser", because you're NOT a loser. You've been victimized and are now dealing with the effects. If there's a way for you to get into some form of counselling, I strongly recommend you do. Thank you for sharing your story with my visitors and me.

From Victim to Victory, a memoir
Darlene Barriere
Webmaster: www.child-abuse-effects.com
author. speaker. survivor. coach
From Victim to Victory, a memoir

May 06, 2010
Always believe in yourself: I Can: I will: I must: because I am WORTH it
by: maurice

Get my message beautiful Girl: Follow Darlene's advice in her loving -re-assuring encourageing words to you Beautifu Girl: I am stressing that because you know that is what you are: Deep down in the belly you have that awful horrible feeling I am a loser: You may be feeling that you are at a low ebb in yourself and you thinking about yourself: The only back from feeling the way you do NOW is up: light that spark and put fire back into your belly and get up and get on with living your life to the full: Think positive, act positive: be positive and forgive me for being slightly vulgar PEE/Sh'' away the negative that you are feeling about yourself: flush the negative out of your system. Now look in the mirror beautiful girl and say loving, building up words about yourself: slowly build up your SELF_ESTEEM. Off your bottom and act on the heartfelt words of Darlene to you: Don't be lazy about building up your own self worth: You have been abused and treated harshly by your father and mother: Don't let them be the succeed in putting you down: Fight back. Get out and about being busy with your friends and school/college mates: Get active and alive with them taking part in sporting and cultural activities: Nothing like team sports to get one thinking normal and natural about one-self: In the togetherness you'll show off your giftedness and your tallents. Always love and respect your body Beautiful Girl, stay safe and don't allow another to abuse it in anyway: I am sure you have a friend or two that know your intimate secrets let them hug and cuddle your self confidence back into you: I WILL: I CAN: I MUST: BECAUSE I AM WORTH IT: I'M SPECIAL AND I LOVE ME: Now beautiful girl off that bottom of yours and get having a healthy mind in a healthy body: PEE away etc etc.

May 07, 2010
Love yourself and other will too
by: Anonymous

You have been through alot, I cant't imagine what you went through but what do you have to keep in mind is that you have to appreciate yourself, value yourself and love yourself. What happen was obviously tragic and unforgettable but it has to stay on the past, live the present and look up at the future. Remind yourself that there are many ppl that went through the same thing and are still living in that situation... even other ppl went throught worst situations... you have to be blessful that you are alive that its over and that good things will come. That prince Charming might take time but all great things come with time. Love yourself and it will make it easier for others to love you. Don't push them away caz it's hard to truly understand someone that went through what you did and if u dont try to let them in your life and understand you and love you for who you are and not what you have become caz of the rape.

May 12, 2010
you need someone you can always talk to
by: Stephanie

I can be your bestfriend. :-) And care about u and listen to you.

Jul 20, 2010
tears in my eyes
by: jayaceli

i appreciate your courage to express the pain. and breaking the silence will be the source of strength.

Aug 05, 2010
please survive
by: touched2mysoul

Please stay alive... find someone who will listen.. .I know its soooooo hard to do that but start somewhere... talk to someone... I know of pain... I know you are hurting and i wish i could hug you and keep you safe.... know tht you are in my prayers and please please stay alive.... there is a better place .. there will be a better day...

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