Child Abuse Story From Ashley8
by Ashley
Im 15 now. since i was about 5 years old ive been sexual abused. i have 3 younger sisters. My father always was the good guy and i loved him so much and never wanted to let him down. He had a great family( well so that i thought) He was my bestfriend and would cry to me alot about my parents spliting up and i hated my mother. but my dad was twisting my thoughts up and made me love him and think he was great when really, i was being tricked me and my sisters looked up to him so much. like all my friends loved him so much too. everyone loved him and i thought how could i ruin that for him. i mean he even cried to me and said he was messed up and would make me feel bad? like what was i suppose to . you grow up and listen to your parents,. so how was i suppose to say no. and i never wanted to tell because he was a boyfriend, dad, bestfriend, son, brother. I felt horrible to tell.. i promised him. but i carried all his weight on me, like all his problems i took care of him. He actually has 2 brothers and one sister. Who are younger and they are all so close. His sister and i were so close and i actually found out when i told she was sexual abused by him. He got married in jail and his whoole family blames me and i was so close to them, i went to court, and they all were crazy about it. i was strong and i read a letter to him, and out loud at the court and i was 13 when i did it. Hes in jail for ten years and i cant see him until im 30 because he is to good with his words and they are afarid that he can talk me into again. It would happen every saturday night for a couple of years, i just wanted to make him happy :/ i just felt like the world was on my shoulders, and i couldnt do it anymoree. My dad got someone to marry him in jail he is that good.. like his girlfriend was with him when this happened and when i told she was still there. and blamed me ? then married him. but i will be strong and be there for my sisters. ive lost alot of people out of this. and i moved to a different state. its sad and so much more happened, i lost my aunt, 2 uncles, grandparents and father. i had to changed my whole life around. But i have my little sisters and my mom. and they have kept me going. they make me strong and i love them so much. i did this for my sisters, so this wouldnt happen to them, and i got my only wish i wanted.. " that they never got touched by him" and i made that wish happen. sorry if this story is kinda weird and all, but so much happened these last two years after my dad has been gone, but there is so much to add to this. just idk thanks for reading.  Note from Darlene: If I have not left a comment on your story, please understand that it is not personal; it's just that my hectic schedule no longer permits me to do so.I hope you'll follow me on:  Email addresses, phone numbers, home addresses AND website/blog URLs in submissions and visitor comments are STRICTLY prohibited. Please don't include them, as they will be removed.
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