Child Abuse Story From Ashley

by Ashley
(United States)

When I was 9 or 10 and up until around 12, my mom made it a point of walking into the bathroom every day that I showered. We had the type of shower with the clear glass doors. She would say I am just in here to get something. I'd complain, why can't you do this before or after my shower. I asked her why she was spying on me as it made me uncomfortable, but she was indifferent.

This was very embarrassing for me as a young girl. I started putting towels over the bars on the shower doors so you couldn't see in, then my mom would laugh at me and ask why I did that.

She continued to come in, but not as often.

She also would open the bathroom door when I was in there using the toilet. When I was 10?, she announced to everyone that I had pubes because she had just come into the bathroom and her eyes went straight to my private parts. Her eyes always did.

She also did these things to my oldest brother, but I am not sure about my other brothers. My brother asked my mom the same thing, why did she always come into the bathroom when he was showering and try to look in the shower.

Beginning at the age of 2, my dad beat me and this continued until I was 13 or 14. My mom would hold me down or kick me in the head while he wailed on me. I tried to call the police several times, but the phone was taken out of my hand and I would be in even more trouble.

I think about these things all the time and the flashbacks of certain scenes. It makes me sick to my stomach, and as an adult of 28, I have a personality disorder and am depressed, anxious, scared and have trouble in any kind of relationship. My mom denies these things happened and my dad will not discuss them, and this makes it even worse.

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