Child Abuse Story From ashamedgreg

by ashamedgreg
(Canada)

I was sexually a very precocious child, but I never knew until I was about 15 and recalled being abused by an uncle for 4 years, 8-12. But I didn't remember any of it as being bad. I thought I was being a good boy. Even now I struggle with what happened, because after the first few times I think I enjoyed it and even started it on several occasions. I remember how it made me feel so grown up and wanted, but now I can't have normal relationships. I feel like I made it happen because when he told me I was doing good I felt loved. When I was 12 I started to have orgasms. At first he liked it, then he lost interest. I don't know what I hate more: that he lost interest or that it happened at all.

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