Child Abuse Story From Arhena
by Arhena Big Heart
I WAS BORN WITH ALCOHOL SYNDROM !MY SO CALLED MOTHER WAS A DRUNK!! She threw me inthe garbage didnt want me at the age 3 .My grandma heard crys of a baby she searched for the crys an found me in a garbage bucket beside the road , grandma FOUND ME ! Nobody but grandma wanted me! So my dad ended up with me he said i could use her for a lot of good stuff.SO DAD got me, I turnded the age of 5 old enough to do chores so i did as my years went by i did nothing but work ,ilived with my stepmother she was very meen to me ,she would slap me an tel me you are a freak from some wacked out woman an i dont have to love you! your no good for nothing .By the time i reached 9 yrs.of age i wanted to go shopping an go to the movies , iasked she slapped me across the face an said go do the laundry an you can go , so i went down to the cellar started laundry 2 hours later i was done. so i ran upstair to get ready got to the top of the steps an she pushed me down the steps breaking my front tooth bleeding all over she started laughing at me telling my half blooded brother beat me repeadedly, then they all left she sai d clean this s-- - - hole up before your father gets home .so i did i couldnt stand any more i hated everyone except grandma i want to run away ,years of beating an bruises i just wanted someone to love me . I turned 12 i was bleeding down there thought i fell an hurt myself, so i jumped in a tub of cold water , my grandma said cold water stops the bleeding if you cut your self,so i just rememberd that saying , then in walked my stepmother she started laughing at me repeadedly, then she beat me so bad made me clean the tub as i was bent over cleaning she pushed me in the tub hitting my head, when your done retart go to your room no supper.she locked me up for3 days no food or water ,then when i came she had threw a piece of bread at me an you can get your water out of the toilet , she drag me to the toilet an let her son shove my head in the toiletI was 14 yrs old my uncle came to visit took me for a walk then rapped me repeadedly, you can tell who ever nobody will lisen to a retart later that day i kept it yo myself . I HURTnobody but GOD could hear my crys And one day stepmother she drag me to the kitchen shaved my hair told dad i was messing with your shaver my dad made me stripp then beated me till i bled ,.TILL THIS DAY I DONT SPEAK TO NOBODY WHO PUT ME THROUGH LIVING HELL! IM 50 years old now an NObody will hurt me again................. also i married men who was very abuisive they about killed me thank GOD for childhood abuisie it made me tough but not tough enough because he cracked my skull broke my nose threw hot grease in my face bashed my teeth in just because i was sick an could not cook........TODAY I HAVE A WARM HEARTED MAN THAT IS MAKING ME A BETTER PERSON I STILL HAVE NIGHTMARES IM POSTTRAMATIC PLEASE NEVER LOCK ME UP !! I WILL LOOSE IT! I WANT TO SAY THANK YOU FOR YOU ! MY HEAD DOCTOR SAID AFTER ALL40 years of tourcher pain PAIN IM SURPRISED YOUR NOT A KILLER !I SAID WHY I HAVE MY FREEDOM THANK FOR LISTENING ........................P.S. i get hugs i never had a hug growing up  Note from Darlene: If I have not left a comment on your story, please understand that it is not personal; it's just that my hectic schedule no longer permits me to do so.I hope you'll follow me on:  Email addresses, phone numbers, home addresses AND website/blog URLs in submissions and visitor comments are STRICTLY prohibited. Please don't include them, as they will be removed.
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