Child Abuse Story From Angel N
by Angel N
I was born on april23my mom put me up for adoption so i went on to live with my new family.my new mom already have 4kids of her own.i am not sure what age the abuse started,but my mom would yell at me for no reason degrading me,if something wasnt done righ i was punished.the one punishment i do remember is she would make me go out ans get a switch which is like a thin tree limb.she had me pull down my clothes and would be behind me slinging the switch across my leggs and butt area till i was read and bleeding.over the years the abuse got worse to the point where she woulkd choke me ,punch,slap.my mom had these really big turquiose rings on and when they hit ur face it left welts an bruises.she would also verbally abuse calling my names,like your worthless you will never amount to anything.your just a piece of trash.then she met tgis man will call him r.anyway r asked my mom to marry him he said yes.this is when the sexual abuse startesd i was 11 he would come into my room and fondle me this would go on for a few minutes.i was still getting abused by my mom.the sexual part went on for 6yrs.as i was afraid to tell my mom.he came into my room one night that was the worst night of my life he went further and penetrated with his fingers.then it would come to where he would penetrate me with his privavte parts.he would put his mouth on my privates.so finally i told my mom she said i was lying and called me a bad name.after this abuse i became rebellious and did pretty much as wanted to.here i am 39 yrs old trying to suppress these images that slowly reappear,i wish back then she was more of a better mom.i now have 2 daughters and im afraid to discipline them cause of abusive tendenscies,by the time i was 11 i lost the most precious thing to me my grandfather,then 4mnths i lost my granny so with all this abuse and deaths it put me in a spiral of depression.i have thought of suicid but i have 3 girls that need me.thank yu for reading my story.  Note from Darlene: If I have not left a comment on your story, please understand that it is not personal; it's just that my hectic schedule no longer permits me to do so.I hope you'll follow me on:  Email addresses, phone numbers, home addresses AND website/blog URLs in submissions and visitor comments are STRICTLY prohibited. Please don't include them, as they will be removed.
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