Child Abuse Story From Andrew

by Andrew
(USA)

When I was 10, my father (who was the only one I lived with) started to sexually abuse me. He would abuse me in every way possible. The most often way he would abuse me was in the shower.

He would come with me in the bathroom and watch me undress. He would watch with intensity at my crotch area. He would turn on the shower and have me get in. He would leave, locking the door behind him and go get his swim suit on. When he would come back, I was always terrified. He would step in the shower with me and then grab my penis, squeezing as hard as he could. I would scream, but he would just laugh. Sometimes he would make me bend over and he would run a finger in my anus. It would hurt so I bad I would cry. He didn't seem to care. We would get out and he would run with my clothes. So I was left naked. I would have to run up to my doorless bed room to get clothes.

One time I remember distinctly was when we went to a restaurant with a whole bunch of people I didn't know but who were my dad's friends. We sat there eating when I felt my father pulling my legs apart and unzipping my pants. He then put his hands in them. He sat the whole dinner fondling me. Near the end, he asked me to go to the bathroom while he talked with his friends. I didn't want to disappoint my dad, so I left. On my way back, the guys at the table were all looking at my crotch area. I sat down at the table again. The guy across from me asked if he could see me naked later. I said no, but my dad gave me a death look. He said that the boys were coming over to play with me. At home, he had me undress and lay on the couch while each of the men touched me inappropriately.

The last time my father sexually abused me I was 15. I was in bed, sleeping. He came in and said he wanted me to sleep with him because a murderer was said to be on the loose (it was a lie). I went into his bed and fell asleep (or that's what he thought). He reached over and grabbed my penis. Pure pain. He then tried to take my pants off. I "woke" up and told him I was going to my room. He yelled at me and turned on the lights. He held me down and took off my pants. He then got on top of me and started touching me. I was in pain and screaming. He didn't listen. He flipped me over and pulled my butt cheeks apart till the skin at the top ripped and I was bleeding. He stuck his finger in as he could and moved it around. I felt my insides were being scrambled. Then he grabbed me by my penis and dragged me down the hall, down the stairs and onto the kitchen floor. He yelled at me to clean up the mess, naked. I did what I was told while he took pictures.

I called the cops a few days later, and he was arrested and went to jail. I was lucky to survive. I was taken to the doctor and they diagnosed me with a infection in my groin.

I am 16 now. I tell my story because I didn't speak out soon enough. Once is enough. Tell soon.

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