Child Abuse Story From Ana H

by Ana H
(USA)

When I was born I was never let outside. I was never allowed to interact with anyone but my family. I was made to stay in a small room off my parents' room. When I was 5 years old my dad started making me walk around with no clothes on and would touch me in my "special spot" as he called it. I was made to sleep in my parents' bed at night and the touching continued.

When I was 8 my dad started to put things up my butt telling me it was because I was a bad girl. It ranged from the size of a pen to four fingers. I was also given enemas regularly. I would be made to hold a liter all night long with something in my butt hole to keep it there.

At 10 my father raped me for the first time. He told me he loved me before shoving it inside me all at once. After that he would sell me to his friends to do what they wanted with me. I stayed at one man's house for one whole month. He would make me act like a baby. I would wear diapers and would sleep in a big crib that held both of us. He would rape me over and over. I would have to suck his "pacifier" as he called it and drink the milk. I would say nooo but it was never heard. I am now 16 and still being raped by my dad and his friend. I now think this is the life I will have forever. I guess I was born to live this life.

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