Child Abuse Story From Aaron
by Aaron
seems crazy to me iv kepped this inside for so long and its hard to put it all into words. i'm a man of 46 yrs,with unsolved sexual problems. i feel is the result of the fact as the youngest child of 5 boys and one eldest sister that around 2 nd grade my older sister would convence me to sneak into her bedroom and preform oral sex on her at night many times. furthermore in the next several years my older brother's would force me to perform oral sex on them and one of them would force me to let him go to the next level. they were teenagers as i was much younger. two of the three brother's are dead from aids, the other one lives 30 miles away and i hate him deeply. me and my sister still do not speak 40 yrs later. during my teenage and young adult years i had problems performing and serious anziaty problems before attemting to have sex and have lost several girlfriend's due to these lasting effects and at the same time too embarrassed to make sence of anything.i'm greatly attracted to women but find getting past that first sexual experiance is almost impossible due to my unknown fear's. around 27 i did go on to father a great son and am a great father. i'm an attractive, passionate and caring man with great social skill's but live a lonely life with no real relationship's to speak of. i desperatly dont want to live out the rest of my life alone. i feel i have no hope of getting past these problem's.  Note from Darlene: If I have not left a comment on your story, please understand that it is not personal; it's just that my hectic schedule no longer permits me to do so.I hope you'll follow me on:  Email addresses, phone numbers, home addresses AND website/blog URLs in submissions and visitor comments are STRICTLY prohibited. Please don't include them, as they will be removed.
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